Seeing her smile completes my day
Giving color to rhymes I say
Looking back to the time I first saw your face
Nothing else mattered, I was in outer space

Reveal yourself! Jump out! Let yourself!
In the moment on breaks, you forget.
Release a magic colour from self,
So with your being you shall radiate.

You don't have to seek the love,
Because you already are.
You better have it on your mind,
And written in your heart!

Sitting in the front of shack,
I'm watching the rain falling.
Everything is so fresh,
All colours are very clear.

My cat is watching me,
Quietly from the high,
Wishing come down to me,
In his huge green eyes.

But he didn't make a move;
It's all in water and wet.
But that's ok i guess,
Still watching the rain.

The cat cought my look,
And i cought his look;
Playing the old look game,
Who's gonna blink first.

Thinking on victory, i lost.
The game made me laugh.
Both, still watching the rain,
Only in a different way.

I am trying to recover,
recover from the assault,
recover from my addiction,
recover from my trauma,
but everything I do feels like enabling my issues

the thing is
you never know
if
you'll be
smiling
or cursing

at least for now
i'm smiling