~make me joyful on the worst days of mine~ ~talk to me when I need it, when no one else can tell~ ~swell my heart with love and fullness~ ~make me wonder if there's more to life than this~ ~fill my mind and consume all my thoughts~ ~thank you~
I am sitting here in my room Closing my eyes I see all of you Out there somewhere Suffering and torturing Not any faults of yours Still getting what you don’t deserve This is the way of life Even if we say to fight it all Sometimes it is beyond our control We are limited by our thoughts Breaking free is just not meant to be I say to you with all my heart I weep for you in the silence of the dark Be strong and steady Let your tears just out to be Make it the elixir and heal The time will come when all will be gone A dawn will eventually come Even if not in this life May be in the life beyond Don’t let go of the hope Remember that I am here Weeping for those who cannot weep…
For not only humans but for all the animals out there...
but when i leave will there be nothing? will my solipsistic (vaguely narcissistic) beliefs be proved with an ephemeral body and even more fleeting soul?
will there just be blackness? or will i be with someone (or something) greater than my sordid self? i don't mean to be nihilistic but how can i not be when we're so short-lived? how can anything matter when we know no answers and tell so many lies?
i am ready for blackness. it sounds so quiet. life is all too loud for my agnostic mind.
I want to care for you, But now the line is starting to blur, Lust is overpowering me, I can't hold back, I don't think I can help myself, I care and love you more than anyone will, And all I want is the taste of your lips again.