I’m not normally inclined to speak about the months
But I have ripped my calendar off the wall and it lies in shreds on the floor
Why is it that when the leaves fall my life seems to fall apart?
Yet when the flowers bloom my life does not improve

I’ll say goodnight to ten years ago
Because nothing matters that is not now
And I can say no when it tries to haunt me
I will run and I will hide
Memories will never catch me here

Sometimes the best days take you by surprise
Like when you realize you like the soundless fury of loneliness
And everything feels safe for once
Not like in October
When the calendar falls apart

Over and over.
Love me, love me, love me, love me I said,
Until I was certain, he could never love me.

Why is it that when the leaves fall my life seems to fall apart?
Yet when the flowers bloom my life does not improve
I have ripped my calendar off the wall and it lies in shreds on the floor
But neither flowers nor small-scale destruction could ever make him love me.

You


Marrying *you



Being with you forever


Baring a child with you


Falling asleep wrapped close to you


Waking up beside you


Living life fighting happily for *you

Goodbye love
Fragile like a paper heart
It's still there but torn yo pieces

The touch of a playful shove
Winding falling to the ground like art
I' am glass shattered in a thousand pieces

Now my best wish, is just a beautiful memory
We soar like we're chained together by a flock of feathers
I can quench your thirst with this bottle of love

To bad you've found another, turned me into an enemy
Soft touches feel like the warmth of leather
Another morsel I hunger for so goodbye and goodnight love