Oh bliss, take me into your arms and cast off the mortal coil that holds me back from your embrace. Let me dissolve into your soft lips and shed away the fears of deaths grip. For your lips are life and creation has never been sweeter.

Under a fire breathing sky
Next to a land filled of lies
There is a child of pure heart
Invoked to spur those apart
True danger lives near its birth
Loved disguised as warth from hearth
End of tyranny with a swift click
Dawn of peace to those death didn't pick

Damp no longer holds in me. A dry case misplaced and withheld in its own thoughts. I used to be filled with life of passion and romance. People coming in and out with no worries, fascinating stories, ideas worth pouring, making me damp with tears of joy. Allowing mold to grow into moss at only the cost of being human. I had grown a forest of pure love into the soil, filling the earth with the roots of hope. Intertwined vines grasping the sky of ambition till giants look like ants with their golden harps and corporate rants. But now drained of the moisture of my leaves and dreams, too fast for me to scream or plead. People left me to bleed and kept everything they could touch. Broken alone I can't judge the distance between when I sleep and reality. I  have nothing inside to hold the pieces of sanity I seek. So, I let them go. Let the rays of light seep through the broken holes in my worn torn shack. Illuminating the dust of all I have left. Fragments of those that were there. Damp no longer my vocabulary.

I fear that it will be over
Yet, I see no end to this pain
What did we get with this struggle
How did anything change from this strain

You act like it is o.k.
That I won't walk away feeling ashamed
That I didn't kiss you, love you
Made you feel worthy in every way

Time heals everything
That's what you sang
Everything except you
Time can't heal lifeless pangs

You were the missing piece
Love in endless refrain
My silence is screaming to tell you
That you gave my heart the chance to change

I learn more about you every moment
Working with you kept me sane
I knew you for so little of life
So how do you make me wish so much to stay

I knew you for a year, a year.
Loved you for what can only be days
But I have been connected to you for an eternity
My lost soul piece found, yet, never allowed to be one in the same.

This pain that draws us closer has revealed so much
I have never understood why these thing happen
The life of tension in our hearts pushing us to break all concepts
yet our wisdom tells us the truth behind what can actually hurt
To be smart, to be ethical, morally correct?

I burn you when I touch your skin
I dissolve when you breath me in
You nibble away at my heart
biting and scratching, leaving a permanent mark
I won't walk away with out a bruise
But the bruise is beautiful, because it came from you.
Is there any wonder as to why fate can be so cruel?
Spinning us along, that string of agony on a corrupted spool
I shouldn't have made our love in plain sight
I should have been quite
I should have lied about it
Something, anything, everything besides what I did
Now we look at each other with love
But it's a Tantalus love. Never grasping. Wishing to be dead.

I want to be with you
You want to be with me
I'm leaving
You're staying
We still don't feel free
I see you now
And you see me
Our filters are gone and all we have is vulnerabilities
We know what we can do and what we can't
I wish I could do more than this poetry rant

Just stop. Dont waste your time growing your mind on my perspective. Its similar to the colective after getting contraceptives from the medias aggressive deceptive since childhoods progressive attentive. I didn't learn anything newer than you. We both got ******* by the driver of our nations fire. Shot of ***** included to help believe the deniers when they said those kids weren't killed because of their suppliers of judgment handed down thru People, Cosmo, or Enquire. We turned a closed eye to the horrific mess just to have the light of advertisement dance its color over our flesh. We dont want to think less of ourselves after all, ego cant handle anything being its own fault. So, lets blame blacks, gays, muslims, mexicans, trans, asians, preteens and their abortions, little people, disfigured fighters, mentally handicapped, single moms, single dads, the homeless pulling all nighters, the blind, the deaf, the suicidal, the bulimic, the anorexic, the institutionalized wild, the lost kids orphaned, illegally imported, Native Americans, Indians, anyone close to the Mediterranean, or from an Island in the South Pacific sea, anyone that looks, thinks, breaths different from me. Which should be no body, but you don't seem to believe so. You can't see that deep inside, our souls are made out of substance brighter than gold. You only see flesh with that closed eye. So open it and discover the lives behind. And if you think I spew only lies then go back to the beginning when I said stop reading and quit wasting everyone's time.

The life of a forgotten
is one with many woes
we think we are seen
but little attention is shown

Why do we fear this onslaught of doubt
why can a soul fear to scream and shout
Why hide, why deny, why tremble so
why live these lies that bury deep below

Its it society? Is it family?
Is it the truth of our very own seeming?
How did this happen? Where did it spawn?
Can a soul never come to accepting where it belongs?

I know I dig into my heart
I know my worries tear others apart
I know my hatred of myself shines bright
I know that, I know that, its my blight.

A fear.
Living afraid.
A dear moment led astray
Life repeating moments everyday, everyday.

I want it to stop, but it can't.
Like a clock that won't break
I wish it was fake
but its cold and its dark, please let me wake.

No alarms in this reality
just a storm forever in calamity.
A rage of doubt, stout in its destruction
destroying our minds about your perception.

tired of making recompenses
all you see is our silences
but then again, the conversation was set in its pace
you probably already forgot why we were silent in the first place

Why do I miss you
Its a love stuck
Paper and glue
Tearing my notes
Attached, covered in muck

My chest beaten, bruised
You screamed disgust
My courage used
Left with nothing
You have spured my mistrust

Alone once again,
You with new lust.
Why so sudden?
We needed time.
Time for us to adjust.

My heart wont forgive
Mind says it must.
Live and let live.
I'll live my dream
Our memories now dust.

Past the trains
Within the rain
Tells a story
Simple and plain

It holds a boy
Arogant and coy
Who thinks of himself
And those to annoy

He lost his friends
Again and again
And why he was alone
He couldnt comprehend

He traveled around
town after town
He was left searching
Up and down

He wanted to find
A particular kind
Of a person
In unique design

One who would break
His aggresive mistake
And turn him human
Make him awake

But unlike fairy tails
This one did not unviel
A happy ending
Or even a sequel

His anger would feast
On those he liked least
Till he ate his beauty
And became a full beast

I loved, I've lost
Being myself, a pool of lost memories
splash over the side
Their waves carrying over
Like a monsoon

Magical movies 10+ trillion sold
Of war, love, and mysteries untold
Napoleon, Alexander, Abraham
Have your war stories right
While Adolf, Osama, and Ivan
Hold a darker light
Or maybe you want a fun family show
We have Albert, Ludwig, and Walt
To make your child's smile glow.
Or if you want ****** mystery
We have a man named Jack
He puts out misery
And could never be tracked
Or a comedy, who doesnt love those?
We have Salvador, Charlie, and Lupin
Men who laughed like pros

So come grab a fix of life
We captured each moment
Just for your delight
Their pain, their joy
You shall feel it all
We are the eyeglass
You are their soul

Sit back with a snapper
Touch base with a dab
Electrify with a piece of paper
Meet God with yellow sand

Insanity handles me
Consciousness is my friend
With a lighter and a memory
Lets dive into our minds again.

oh the beautiful things that you can see in a world that is not complex or a f* of a divinity no you do not send it you cannot comply under or you cannot do anything set the wonder of how you are as a human being the lights do love the complex this city now it's just the one doing the wonder can't you go away I speak to you now throw words far away and the typing of things of letters to be comprehended into a script that you are now I'm mended into your own a particular mind how does this happen what is the sign that I'm supposed to be giving what is it seems I don't even know s** is just spewing from the lips at hi I am expressing and still I am sending of a different message in what you are reading this is what I am saying is coming out wild and wild and wild and weird but the thing is you are still thinking this is kind of here but now I know that it might be the strange the wondering is the distance that loneliness the range of a connection of people too far too far away but now I know it is just what is shown this person of complex disarray

Why are you so concerned of these little things
They dont amount to anything
They are nothings
But you see them as your everythings
Its just things
Your thoughts become something
I want to rip off like clothing
But you stand there seething

Quick paced breathing
Acting like its sheathing
The words you are mouthing
But i know you are wreathing
You say nothing
I try to be soothing
My love once unswathing
Replaced now with loathing

My heart cut by your scything
Just say anything
Dont leave me sleuthing
Questioning your worthing
Your silence bites like you're teething
Your intentions sit froathing
You toy with me like a plaything
I am something

Whats left unearthing
When i assume it will be scathing
Leaving me sunbathing
In your seething
Of your nothings
Which became your everything
And am I anything?
Just a little thing.

moments when your mind is deleted by a press of a button. Forever lost in its sense of what if

Little boy on the milky way
What world is it that you stay
You could be anywhere in any way
How is it there that you became today
Will you come with me
Let's fly away
See the dreams you create
See beyond the milky way
Infinite is only a beginning to the places you'll see
Your imagination can't wait to imagine these things.
So follow me let your mind be shown
Things beyond any sight sound or feeling you've known.
Then when our adventures are done
Our stories will be passed down one by one.
So boy from the milky way
Will you come with me or will you stay?

The heart in my eye fades away.
That speck which appeared the same day
I looked in the mirror
I think I love her.
With a blink and a wink it showed a blossom of truth
For I found my love and didn't even hire a sleuth
Cat and dog, I'd bark, she'd purr.

But fate, the trickster, just made it a tease
And had goodbye become our disease
A wound that corrupts and continues to stir
And as memories kept that speck still alive
My tears drown it and fear let it die
I'm tired of being hurt.

Water splashes against the rocks
The sweet dew mist intertwined with the salty spray
The sun sets with its infinite golden locks
A dazzling beauty closing her eyes to the world
The stars playfully peek into the sky
As the I listen to the music of the tide
The sand cradling each of my toes
The smell of life tickling my nose
The sun blinks its final goodbye
As the moon takes its place in the sky
Casting a light of deep ocean blue
On a the souls of the earth renewed
Quick flashes of tails in the sea
Show excitement is brewing under the waves
The final night began in this way

Slowly with strength crawled upon land
Creatures with features never before seen by man
Only half could stand
the others wobbled and toppled again and again
Throughout the beach the life did come
With the start of a whisper the noise begun
Whsssssiiit hisssssssiip gullump tisssslip
Each vibration echod with bliss
Louder and louder the noises grew
The silence evaporated gone to the moon
The earth began to shake
The water began to rise
The universe was called to this spot of a lonely souls demise
For this was my death, this was their goodbye
Curled up on the beach with no one around
Just the creatures of the sea and their music in which I drown
They swarm, they gather, they flock, they gaggle
They're close to me no time for hassle
The last few breaths tease my lungs
As the wind picks me up to the rhythm of the waves
The creatures breath filled with emotions of love
Of the memories of me walking here day after day
Floating towards the sea
To my eternity
No feelings of grief
No sense of regret
I am just one more leaf
On this island shipwrecked

Floating off into the sea
My final thought was one of joy
A smile born as the body dies

Did you remember that you are loved?
It is easy to forget that you are.
So here is a reminder...

You are loved.









Never forget it!

A boy aged young
With a soul of many
Walked down Dreadful Lane
Bravery a plenty
He walk with merry
Where others became insane

No doubt in his heart
He saw a large house
Walking down Dreadful Lane
With large spider legs
And no regard for life
This had made others insane

The boy just smiled
Waved his hand in hello
And continued down Dreadful Lane
It was a busy street
With creatures and teachers
All who were completely insane

Angry snakes slithered slowly
Cockroaches of infinite holdings
Scurrying down Dreadful Lane
Eyes with no home
the fires of souls
The dead madly insane

The bats covering the birds
The grass perfectly parallel to the rain
Flying down Dreadful Lane
A carnivor seven
And the body of nine
Where making six insane

The blood on the trees
The teeth in the curb
Riddled through Dreadful Lane
Screws screaming from the pain
Masks laughing from pleasure
And the boy was still not insane

Still with a smile
He waved fairwell
As he turned off Dreadful Lane
But on the next street
He was surprised to meet
The girl who would make him insane.

Pantomime parrots
Rabbit sick carrots
a polar bear's merits
And a porcupine forgetting his cue

An ant reading tarot
Chess master ferret
A moose's beret
And gallons of seahorse drool

All of these things
And those in between
Are something for
Your mind to chew.

Yum :-)