you stay strong for others,
so they will get better

but you forget

about staying strong for yourself,
so you will get better too

Catapult the stars above my head due north. Blood lust buffet. Static. Open noses. Other concepts I don't understand. Visions all apple orchard green.  The thing I said for no reason. The way I looked at you.  The capsule of big friction. Explosions of red light. The water sends me back every time.

I often dream of pretty things
with unhealthy fascination.
I often go where you can't follow,
craving isolation.
I haven't found a footing sound
in this here habitation.
So I find life's sweeter side
in my imagination.

unfortunately
this vision
of my future

doesn't include you

of all the things i regret,
You will never be one of them.

Lust,
an empty bed
and the lights turned down
is the perfect recipe
for you and me
tonight.

green
blue
and the Moon

makes herself
so unmistakable

there’s
no room for you.