it's absolutely unreasonable how hard my heart pounds when I see your name or someone who looks like you or you talk to me or I see you from a distance but what's even worse is when you smile at me and for one sacred moment time stops.
You were made for me, I think. Maybe some kind angel from up above saw me struggling and decided that, you know what? Let's give this poor human a break. Let's send her something good. And they did and now you're here and I couldn't be happier. Well, if you knew that this was how I felt, maybe I could be. But for now, this works. All I know is I'm pretty sure you were made for me.
anonymity is freeing and it lets me know I can write this and you'll never know it's about you you'll probably never even know it exists so here goes nothing
oh my god do I like you.
your eyes are so dark and they have meaning i've never seen such emotion in eyes before yours
you're shorter than me but it's endearing tan skin and strong muscles build the body that holds your beautiful soul
exactly my humor smarter than me though you always tell me i'm the smart one
and the same interests everything I like you like too.
and so this one is for you, you know who, even though you don't know that I made this for you. that's okay though. letting myself think these things is enough satisfaction. maybe one day i'll even read you this if i'm so lucky. until then... here's a poem you'll never read