I try to smile
They say I'm sly

I try to move on
They make me go alone

I try to give up
They can't see why

I want to be fine
But they hold the bind

Why?

They've never been on my side
I was naive
I was blind
I should've realized

They are killing me slowly
The world is judging me surely

I try to live
I really do
I'm trying to hold my life
So please
Please drop the knife

It's there
Always been there
But it's far
I've been crawling

I scream for help
They look at me strange
I cry... and I cry hard
They collect the tears

I'm sick of these
I don't want to be here
I want to go
I need to go far

It's binding me
It's imprisoning
I's tiring
Help me

I look at the front
I can't recognize the road...
I look at my back
I can't help but cry...
I glance at the sides
I'm alone...
Alone.

I can't scream
I lost my voice...
I can't cry
It won't change a thing...
I can't move
Fighting is futile...

Hope...
Where is my hope?
I can't remember what
I can't remember when
I can't remember why

Hope...
It's a foreign word