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Delilah Summers Apr 2014
One of the hardest things a person has to do, is pretend that they do not love a person.
You get asked questions like
Do you still love him?
no.
Do you still think about him?
no.
Does it not bother you that he picked her over you?
no.
Then they proceed to compliment you on being so strong
They praise your broken heart, your dead heart, your heavy breathing, your excessive shaking whenever you think about him or think about how much you love him.
They see a hero when all you really are is a shattered soul aching for his love, his attention, the warmth of his skin against yours.
Delilah Summers Apr 2014
I'm looking forward for what's to come in the future.. Commitment truth and most importantly no betrayal. And if you were so depressed the whole time you were with me then why did you stay. Why did you have to make me love and care for you and why in the world would you be okay with knowing that I am giving you everything I could ever give a person and just convince me to do so when you're just going to **** me up like this. Why would you make me believe that you were going to **** yourself when really you were with her possibly doing things you knew I wished would be with me. You made me feel suffocated for a whole month when you were okay. With someone else. You stopped talking to me when I kissed a guy when for 5 ****** ******* months you were piledriving a girl you made me believe I was better, loved more, cared for more. If that's not monstrosity to you then I'm not sure you're even human.
I literally just sent him this when he tried to justify his cheating
Delilah Summers Mar 2014
True beauty lies beneath the skin
The way someone acts
The way someone treats you
But what if you never truly knew what was on the inside?
You trusted them,
gave them unconditional love
Turns out that the person you trusted the most was the person you never truly understood
You try to get over them
But being so wrong doesn't add up to you
You thought you knew them
You thought they were an angel in disguise
But remember that the devil was once an angel.
  Mar 2014 Delilah Summers
Dahlia
Sometimes the monsters that we see in our lives aren't necessarily ugly, gory, nor ******

They could have the most sincere-looking smiles;
Flowing, golden locks;
Bold eyes that almost sparkle they speak about something they're passionate about;
Maybe their teeth are so white and straight that anyone would feel insecure about their own;
Maybe their hobbies and talents are similar to yours, and you think that there's no other person out there who could be better of a friend than them, who also remembers all the lyrics of that Red Hot Chili Peppers song;
They could have cute freckles on their nose, or scars that just make them look that much more awesome to you;
Or maybe this person was a huge part of your childhood, and you think they could never abandon you;
They could seem like a good person because they volunteer, go to Church, or participate in organizations;
Perhaps they're close with your other friends, and there's no way they would pick someone mean to join your group;


They could look similarly to any other person in your life,
But they have a vile heart;
They only became close with you to know all your problems, secrets, goals and dreams, and to crush you from the inside out;
They could pretend to be friends with you, only to benefit from it themselves;
They'll ask you nicely, then rip you apart;
They'll get close with your parents: "Hi Mrs. Ferne, you look lovely today!" And will make your parents wish they were you;
They could talk behind your back, and wish for the moment of your downfall to come as quick as possible;
They could pick at your insecurities and make you feel bad about yourself, then end it with a "I'm just kidding!"

Monsters aren't just in movies;
Even the devil was a beautiful angel once.
Delilah Summers Mar 2014
Stop
Don't look
Don't feel
Conceal it
Deny it
Don't get hurt again.
#pain #fear #insecurity
Delilah Summers Mar 2014
An ending to this part of your life.
That is all it could ever be.
He left your life? That's okay.
You will learn to love yourself
Love the person you have turned into
We often forget that we are changing every day, every minute.
But go look at yourself in the mirror right now... no stop looking at yourself
Look at whats on the inside.
You're wiser,
more understanding,
stronger,
Beautiful.
So never regret something you've done,
never feel ashamed of who you really are
Embrace every little feature in you, and never let anyone bring you down.
This is what goes on in my head when I try to stop the flowing tears when thinking about you.
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