I'm looking forward for what's to come in the future.. Commitment truth and most importantly no betrayal. And if you were so depressed the whole time you were with me then why did you stay. Why did you have to make me love and care for you and why in the world would you be okay with knowing that I am giving you everything I could ever give a person and just convince me to do so when you're just going to **** me up like this. Why would you make me believe that you were going to **** yourself when really you were with her possibly doing things you knew I wished would be with me. You made me feel suffocated for a whole month when you were okay. With someone else. You stopped talking to me when I kissed a guy when for 5 ****** ******* months you were piledriving a girl you made me believe I was better, loved more, cared for more. If that's not monstrosity to you then I'm not sure you're even human.