Every tear I shall collect,
     But not one shall taint
                    The earth.

For I will mould every shard
         In vengeance

of emotion.

And when enough pain
           is forged cold.


The blade frozen in segments
            Of woeful  agony,

Then I shall pearce you deeply,
     So you feel the coldness

Of every tear descending down
      Tarnished cheeks.

   And know that pain saved,



Has a price worse that what
              Was dealt before.

Because tears have a price,
       Are you doing to pay...

I'm still drowning down in the dungeon where the ceiling's leaking battery acid.

Coughing up excuses for the ongoing abuses and it's getting very tiring.

Now!
If I was wired in to the A team, became a member of the 'don't say no team'
my life would be a dream.

Suffering is manifest
do your best and
you're crucified.

If I am to be
nailed upon the cross
you'll soon see
another
take my place.

I dream
of possibilities
      and not the
             probability.
                Call me crazy but
            I believe wishes
    come true with the
         click of my fingers
             and the flicker
               of my tongue.

I pretend
she
is sleeping
here
beside me
when
I lie
awake at
night.

i was given Light
the moment your voice hit my ears
i was taught life
when seconds with you turned to years
your personal wisdom
gave me patience and strength
The Stages of time
brought me fear of its length
whether it be natural causes or Abnormal Cells
I never bid,
      the moments we lived,
                               my farewells.