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 Jan 2015 Adam Kobosky
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I've wrote this to you a million times
But no combination of words and lines
Will ever describe
The feeling you made consume my stomach
when you said my name
The warmth you made fill my chest
when you would laugh so hard
you couldn't catch your breath
Or that feeling that itched at my soul
when you swore you loved me so
More and more
All I ever wanted was your every inch,
from high to low
Now here comes the feeling
of you letting me go
Words I never thought
I'd hear you mumble
Still I remain humble
But you I miss like the ocean
misses the moon's kiss
I'm sorry to reminisce
But no amount of love I have for you
and your grown hollow soul
Will ever be enough for **you
 Jan 2015 Adam Kobosky
torrey
Your love is like a cigarette
On my mind when I first wake up
On my mind when my world is too caught up
On my mind all the time, even their smell
Quitting would only be hell
Addicted from the start
Both bad for my heart
Cigarettes leave burn holes in my bed
The place you once lead
Light on my lips, but nothing like his
Inhale the smoke
But still, I inhaled you most
Bad for my lungs
Both my favorite on my tongue
But you still make me catch my breath
Ever since day one
 Jan 2015 Adam Kobosky
torrey
Denial
 Jan 2015 Adam Kobosky
torrey
You like my pretty words wrote down on paper all for you
But do you like my thoughts and words that come out of my mouth instead?
You think I have a pretty face
Do you think I have a pretty heart?
You tell me to head east, then you start to head west
I try to follow but the path gets too dark
Did you turn off the light?
Left me cold and with a mark
I searched and searched but I still could not see
Was your back turned to me?
You ran and ran and dropped to her feet
"I love you to the moon and back" you said
"I love you too" she replied
But really she lied
How could you really love another when your heart is made of thunder
2 weeks later they were outside
"Look at the moon and how it only shines for you"
"I don't really like the night sky" was all she replied
 Jan 2015 Adam Kobosky
torrey
Roses aren't romantic all they do is die
Your love isn't poetic all you did was lie
You took my heart and threw it in the sky
Landed right on Cloud 9
Nobody ever told you it'd be this lonely
All I ever wanted was for you to hold me
No time to cry, my eyes remain dry
But I still remember when you taught me to fly
How to let go of everything, soaring so high
But it was all a game and I didn't know how to play
You never meant to stay
Now I'll be on my way
I wish my love was enough
I'm sorry life is so rough
 Jan 2015 Adam Kobosky
torrey
You were an escape artist
And I your favorite trick
You'd spin me
around and around and around
Then leave me with no gift

But still I can't let you go
You've hurt me more
than anyone I know
Love is so addicting
You I shouldn't be missing

For your final trick
You'd make me disappear
You called her up
"I missed you, my dear"
She's your new pick



*now I'll be quick
 Jan 2015 Adam Kobosky
torrey
We go back and forth
We're down south then we're up north
My scale's all out of wack
Please don't leave, please come back?

Don't you know balance is what I need most?
You had my heart, it's only host
I love you so much, won't you give me a dose?
With you as mine I'd have all reason to boast

I adore you so and I know I'm no good with words
But I'll try and do better if you give me another turn
When it get's too hot and they're afraid to burn
They fly up north and never miss a turn
When they get too cold and miss the sun
Back down south is where they return
With you I am just like the birds
Only my missing you is much more stern
This was inspired by my sign. I'm a Libra, always searchin for love & balance
 Jan 2015 Adam Kobosky
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I crave a home that doesn't exist
A place I've never seen, how could it be missed?
Maybe covered in sunflowers and caught amidst
Please drag me there, drag me by my wrist


I wonder what it's like to feel at home
To feel wanted and never alone
Maybe it's warm and by the ocean
Maybe it's dark and golden


It could smell of peonies or red roses
It could taste of sugar and your broken proposes
Just a home full of moments
A home for a poet


But this home is impossible to obtain
For everything is done in vain
Just need somewhere to rid me of this pain
I'm sorry this is so hard to explain
 Jan 2015 Adam Kobosky
torrey
Lonely for you only
I would give you the world
I'd hold your hand and kiss your head
Until your stomach twirled
You're the smell after it rains
Your kisses leave stains
You're my last thought before bed
Your fingers linger in my head
Don't leave me here
With goosebumps burning from your touch
Don't leave me here
Please, I love you so much
You walked away and I just watched
Each step left a little crack
Right across my heart
My bones started to wither
My heart, again bitter
Everything I once was started to deplete
The wind scooped me up off my feet
Destroying everything we ever built
My petals started to wilt
I loved you wholly
Losing myself in you only
If only you were lonely
Petrichor- a pleasant smell that frequently accompanies after it rains
Each second that
goes by
He forgets me
more and
more.
Not even an
echo.
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