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Don't say goodbye
You haven't said hello,
Don't let me go
I'm begging you to hold me close,
Cause if you let me go,
I'm afraid I might shatter.
My blood will spill
And my skin will crack
I won't have the power,
The power to fight back.
I won't know when I'm gone
All I'll remember is that you
Didn't hold on.
It's 2:02
And once again I have
No idea what to do
The ground has once again
Started to shake
And the vision of my
Blood stained eyes
Are the first thing
That signals the start of
My demise.
The hallucinations
Are clouding
I feel the perspiration.
I feel my chest cave
And my wings tear
As I get dizzy
The air gets warm and I see everything blackout..
everyday it's like i'm playing the same film
over and over
and over again.
my days are filled with me sinking
in shame
and the happiness that I feel..
well,
ha,
they're actually just ads
that are posted as trailers right before the actual movie starts.
the story of a 16 year old with a hidden life of parental abuse
substance abuse,
alcoholic abuse,
filling in the empty spaces that aren't filled with flashbacks of a past life
a life of how i actually died.
a past life where i actually used to smile
and had a reason to LIVE that smile
instead of just WEARING IT all the time.
none of these labels actually fit my demeanor..
*****
****
*****
drunk
kiss~***
smart~***...
ha,
if only society decided to look through a mirror
instead of a telescope
they'd actually be able to see
what the effect of us is...
the downfall of us all..
we are slowly becoming extinct and~~
sorry once again ive gotten off track.
enjoy the show
 Feb 2016
wordvango
I am trying to make the book see my name in print in the next edition
for the most reads of a poem on Hp with no hearts, shares , or collection reposts , sans comments, just ignored so well it breaks the records, if
Guinness has such a thing. Or possibly the most poems wroten bad
and worst punctuations, mark, my, word!
 Jan 2016
JDK
Oh no, please say it isn't so.
I've allowed this thing to grow into something I can no longer control.
I'm somehow functioning past the point where I should have stopped functioning long ago.
The person who I once was,
the person who I wanted to be,
it's all just dust now scattered by the wind.
I don't even know who I am anymore.
Some stranger stares back at me when I look into the mirror.
He whispers, "you've become everything you've always hated."
I stare back and ask, "how does it feel?"
My fifteen-year-old self would try his best to beat the **** out of me for this.
 Jan 2016
Timothy Ward
you and me
tentative
beads of
sweet
salty
sweat
let us
lick
each
others'
doubts
away
 Jan 2016
Ryan Nyberg
Quiet quiet in my head it's quiet
Riot riot my heart wants a riot.
More and more I
Long for wars than peace and
Bigger greater
Grows my love for fears then
Quiet quiet
Before storm it's silent
Riot riot
Im awaiting my end
Larger brighter
Fire's flames are rising
Thinking dreaming
Over-analysing.
Your scars mean nothing to me
Your scars are in your head
Your scars are what consume you
Darling don't let them consume you
for there are greater things to worry about
than your imperfections
For your imperfections are the reason
I picked you
Your perfections are amongst the imperfections
even though you can't see past the imperfections
we can
The world can
I can
The head is a dangerous place
Don't let it hate you
For you are the stars, the constellations in my sky
You are the beauty I see every day
You are the sun rising every morning
and the moon ascending at night
You are the reason I smile
The reason I laugh
You are the universe in my little world
You are everything
that your imperfections are not.
I wrote this poem about something I love. Someone that doesn't love themself as much as I would love them to. I wish you could just see what everyone else can see.
 Jan 2016
xmxrgxncy
The night is young
new
beautiful
silent
joyous

It holds so many opportunities, and just as the flower who only opens her petals when the moonlight embraces them, so I am parallel.

I thrive in the night. It is my time, my hour, my seconds that only I have dominion over as I rise from the petals of my bed and am lit by the candlelight.

The waves of glow bounce off my nightgown slowly, slowly, and the undulating satin reverberates off my long legs as it dances with the faint breeze flowing through my room. I smile weakly.

Moving to the window, I can see for miles- a stretch of green quilting left there by God and his court, the velvet of the stitching vibrant in the light of the pale moon. It is unfinished.

The candle in the sill below me wanes slightly, and I blink. Reaching down, my fingers touch wax and guide it to my lips.

Fire reflects in my eyes the passion I have for such nights, for the silence that is filled with the deafening meekness of night sounds, for the musky, dark scent of my attic bedroom, from the taste of the faint dust lining the air.

I sigh, and smoke infiltrates my nostrils quietly, without invitation but without respite. The light is gone. My fingers quiver as I hold the wax, cold and lifeless now, and I sigh again. Quieter.

The night is brand new. I have only to light but one more match in order to explore it more fully. There is naught I cannot do when I hold in my hand this sheen that will light the recesses of the dark that haunt my room. My life. My eyes. And my fears.
Written from the perspective of a young lady in the olden days when she cannot sleep. Simple, really.
Never listen to the praise it's a poison that will drive your work to cater to the mundane.
Rejection is good but if you are going to be made of glass you picked the wrong path .
There is never a right way simply your own.

Ignore those voices that question everything take off the brakes and go full throttle for it's better to burn bright for a short time than to waste away a sad parody of your true self.

I'm no expert just another ***** at the keys typing away his life drink in hand killing the moments till there's nothing left but dust and memories for which stories will be cast .

The page is all that matters nothing more .

I have sacrificed all and I dam sure am not stopping till I die .
It's never a choice for the true writer .
I never viewed the road and saw many directions for me it was a straight ******* line since day one.

I may be a ******* to some but I will always be what most can never grasp.
True to myself .

No regrets ,No remorse .

I have tasted the pavement far to many times my words are like scars they carry a weight I cannot deny.

The faces always change yet my goal has never changed.
To make that page bleed to my will .

There's no easy way to get anything in this life worth a dam.
Likes are a ******* joke popularity his for high school has-been's emptiness is the truth of this road friends are few and rejections many.

If you choose to take this road all I can say it's one ruff ******* ride.
But if you are truly a writer there's no choice it's just the way it is .

No regrets and no ******* remorse!
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