thank you for the friendship we once have.
thank you for giving me the chance to be a part of your life.
It's funny how you can't put the pieces back perfectly.
But if you think im being fake, this is me being real.
Thank you and I mean it.

-A

8/4/14

you push me
you shove me,
past my breaking point.
until i hear the snap in my mind
feel the knives in my heart
feel the anger rip through me
and pour out of my eyes
leaving a trail of salt tears.
I loathe you
I fear you,
and you rage on.
making me bleed,
making me ache.
until i am gone
empty.
you have taken everything,
and given me nothing,
i am powerless.
*i am nothing

lastly,
we used to joke about
ending up in hell together.
we wouldn't mind it,
i used believed you could make hell seem like home.
you probably could've
but maybe you didn't want to be anywhere with me,
maybe you knew you were headed for the devil
and just wanted a friend.
maybe i was just your emotional support,
rock to rest on,
the phone number you always knew you could call.
maybe that's why after i lost my ****
you went running,
and suddenly,
i couldn't be the one for you anymore.
i hope you find someone new
to drag to hell with you

You have to leave
I have to accept
Go
Embark on this journey
But please
Don't ever forget



© maria.who

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I took a chance
you let me fall.
I let you in
you destroyed my walls.
I loved you once
you wore me thin.
You won my heart,
but lost the game.

To You,
I'd pinned all my hopes on you
now I'm feeling sad and blue
together we had so many dreams
and were so in love, or so it seemed.
I know I should get over you,
but I'm not sure I really want to
you had been the perfect guy,
can't believe I bought all those lies.
                   *wait,
but now I can do what I want to
without worrying what you would do
now if only you could see
just happy I could be
without all the rules you had
worrying I would make you mad
there's part of me that wants you back,
but I realize it's too late for that
you've moved on and I should too,
it's something that we all must do.
our lives have change I'll be okay
the twenty-eighth will be just another day
I really loved you with all my heart
but now I'm ready or a fresh start
goodbye to you
I'm starting new,
but just so you know I really did love you.
**-From Me.