I'm a magnifying glass
Amplifying all the little things
I don't like about myself
You can tell that I'm being over dramatic
But do you understand
What it's like inside my head
To overthink anything about everything
And each word I tell
Move I make
It's waiting for me
To take me
To break me
In incomplete

The world can be cruel
Not meeting my expectations
I want to encourage
What we are not
Us need to be cared for
Lies we aren't going to take
Like a spirit force
What we hear let nature
Take it's course

Many acts of generous offerings
Tender words of helpless mutterings
Expressing in words
Show of kindness
Didn't dismiss of a warm compassion
All have returned of pure compliance

When I look at him I see the hate in my eyes
The jealous rage that lives in my heart
Is the very thing that now tears me apart
Not I felt miserable
Every time I see him with someone
Later days felt incomplete
Feeling my mixed emotions
Felt my heart beats