I know my pain very well                                                                                        Simply because it's mine ...                                                                                      God knows our pain and                                                                                         He watches our patience ...                                                                                     We were born within those                                                                                      Circles and within those                                                                                           Squares that accompany us                                                                                    Anywhere and everywhere ...                                                                                 Our pains are those doses that                                                                                Are added automatically to us                                                                           To put us on high alert in our life ...                                                                  Our patience is infinite,so                                                                                   We have no choice ,but                                                                                       To accept our pains anytime,                                                                              Anywhere and everywhere ....                                                                            ___________________­_

this day is overcast
rainbows in shades of grey
sunshine, it never lasts
rain clouds always stay

thunder, it hurts my ears
lightning always strikes me twice
raindrops, they fall like tears
the wind is as cold as ice

You were a part of my life before,
But today you are not.
Feelings that were there between us
Are now all forgot.

You replaced my fondness with hatred
By injecting it into my veins.
Where once there was love and happiness
Now there is only pain

the butterfly poets
they forgot when they crawled
they forgot about the loneliness of being inside of the cocoon

... the host waylaid!

I knew a woman on the street
Terrified and weary.
She had no place to go
Her prospects were dreary...

I took her in my home,
First checking with my folks.
She had a desire to help me
I knew this was no hoax...

But she had a brother
And his common-law wife
I was talked into helping THEM
The decision caused much strife...

They parked their car behind our house - and they slept inside it
I would have done more
But my folks decide it...

They never stole a thing
He helped in the garden
The ladies helped inside
It was a good bargin...

Until I found the couple
Had a penchant for SPICE.
A designer drug
Its effects far from nice...

I was put out totally
And asked them all to LEAVE
But I've been friends with the sister
And so my spirit grieves!

The lady I had helped out at first
Uses no drugs nor drinks
I have to decide...
... I ask you what you think.

Should i take her BACK?
Allow her to stay?
I'm not sure what to do...

... and continue to PRAY!!!



SoulSurvivor

Last years shoots
Withered on the limb,
They were my simple offering
At the Mt. of Sorrows.
The sky's gone dark,
No lark sings,
In the temple
They're gathering
To raise the final hymn
Of Exaltation.

I trimmed the branch
Back to the source,
I've lingered on
Paths of remorse,
But, Honey,
It's double jeopardy;
They can't
Re-hang me.
The ashes are blowing,
Roll back the stone,
I'm all tapped out,
Bury my bones.

I lay waste to hope,
wherever I find it.
I drag it into the light,
revealing all the little flaws,
in it's design.
I set fire to happiness,
with fervor.
I love to watch,
as people's joyful little worlds,
are rendered unto ash.
For every act of human kindness,
I'll see a thousand homes destroyed.
I'll leave ten thousand quaking people,
to be consumed,
by hells most vile lords.
All shall come to know my face.
All shall come to know my name,
Despair.