Sunday morning
I went down on you
until you cried out
a prayer of pleasure.

That's close enough
to Holy for me.

Amen.

  ~mce

I stand alone and alone

Only to wake up and realize im not alone

I awake to start a journey

Rather it be a short one or long

I dont know the outcome of each day

Only God does

I just know which ever way i travel

Its just a pathway torwards my home

And i realy open my eyes and realize Im not alone

As much as it broke my heart , to not seeing you anymore.
Yet I move on with the Healing Love of a Awesome Savior.
I was able to move on , even though it took me awhile.
It almost destroy me but I have a Saving Savior God.
Whom use this destruction to do a work within me.
Yes I know that it was wrong that we had met Lady.
But I am slowly learning to become Perfect in Gods Love.
For his love is an healing perfect kind of love that we all need.
So I just wanted to let you that that you were right and God help me to move on.

You're giving me love
When I feel unlove
You're giving me peace
When I'm in chaos

You're giving me joy
When I'm unhappy
You're giving me comfort
When I'm in pain

You're giving me provision
When I have nothing
You're giving me strength
When I feel weak

How grateful I am
Having someone to lean on
Hoping that You'll see me
Having a grateful heart.

He's the hand I felt on my shoulder as the tornado went over me . He's the one who saved me from choking to death in my own ***** . He's the one who sat beside me on the mountaintop as I cried over my wrongs . And if I ever kneeled before him he would take my hands and raise me so I could kiss his cheek . Who is God ? My best friend who has saved me time and time again . Who understands my limits and my failures but forgives me each and every time . One who is always there for me to lean on when I am tired , lonely , discouraged . One who has shown me heaven and promised a place there for me .
Who is God ? He is in me , my past , my present , and future . I am nothing without my God .

A star, I have found,
and that star is You!
Who have I among them
but You?

The galaxies
subjected to Your will;
You alone
can make their lights shine.

My hope is built
on nothing less.
May You make the stars shine,
and leave darkness destroyed.
May You be the pinnacle of joy.
May I dance with You as
You sing over me!

O, the love of the Maker
of the shining stars!

Pain ?
I felt it. I lived it.
I slept with it.
Blood ?
It ran down my
arms and thighs
from deep cuts.
Depression ?
It was a life lesson.
Love ?
It helped me feel
and heal.
Tears ?
They turned from
blood to salty water
that shined like
pretty chandeliers.
Him ?
He saved me from
this all while everyone
stood there and
watched me
fall* ~

Even though all of my struggles.
I hunger for your Righteousness
For there is no other that loves us.
With the Perfect love and Grace of yours.
For I Hunger for your Loving Goodness.
I would rather be disciple by you rather then man.
For even being disciple is Good in my eyes.
For there none other that knows my heart.
So through your Righteousness, you judge me by my heart.

I may not the best daughter.
But you will always be the best Father.
Yes, I've been slapped, left and right.
But I know I deserved that.
And I'm thankful you do that,
So I will realize how wrong I was.
I always promise to do good
But I also broke that promise,
Cause every time I swear
Later on I'll do the same mistake again.
I tend to do bad things repeatedly.
Yet you forgive me no matter how worst it is.
I didn't love you truthfully,
But you and your love embraces me.
If it isn't because of your love I maybe in hell now,
Screaming in pain endlessly.
You promise to save me and go everywhere I go.
And you never fail to do that.
I cried becasuse of how happy I am,
To know that there's someone who's willing to die for me.
You gave me everything but I can't give you even a single thing.
I was so self-centered, I was so selfish.
But that was before.
It's true that you can't change yourself,
Unless you ask for God's help and guidance.
It is not only me who make accomplishments,
But it is also the Holy Spirit you sends me.
I admit that I can't keep promises
So I ask for your patience,
To always look for me.
I know you do and will always.
Thank you for making me happy.
I only need you in my life.
Cause for when I'm with you,
It was always beyond perfect.

You deserve to be called AWESOME
Cause you are, all because you're a magnificent God.
With the evidence to prove it.

Just looking upon the sky.
We see all the reasons why?

You deserve to be feared.
Cause you the creator of it.
Just by noticing the lightning and thunder and the hurricane.
Which makes you a Magnificent God.
Maker of things we take for granted.
Like the nature of the planet.

You can make things that appears  to have died.
Within seconds, minutes be alive again.
Cause you're a magnificent God.

Who saw things as being good?