Music was my escape
until you...
Now your in every song i ever loved..
reminding me your gone, and that
I wasnt good enough

It's not that I don't value your words, it's that I can't believe them.
I don't deserve them.
Don't you see how deep my sadness runs inside of me?
The despair I possess -- that possesses me -- is the blackness of my core.
I produce only ruin and darkness.
Not the good kind.