I wish you were here.

Or that you never left
Or that I wasn't hollow
and that my chest didn't feel ironically full
of the burning fire you left festering in there
and the
tiny
shards
of
heart
that you obliterated.

Someone spontaneous
2. Someone who can read my smiles
3. Someone who will laugh at my indecisiveness
4. Someone who knows the difference between 'then' and 'than'
5. Someone who will hold me tight without holding me back
6. Someone whose soul, if converted into writing, would read 'humanity'
7. Someone whose laugh sounds like the echoes of smitten giggles between mountains
8. Someone who tastes like drinking wine while the sun is going down and the moon is coming up
8. Are those stars burning through my couch or are those your eyes?
8. Did I drink too much wine?
8. "There's no such thing as 'too much wine', darling"
9. Someone to love with a soul set on fire
10. (Cupid, please don't ***** this up)

silly girl
you were so naive
he was never going to make you whole
he was always going to carve a hole in your heart
his hands were never yours, even when they were
they were always hers
oh and hers
and theirs too

silly girl
so naive
those lips like sweet honey were never yours
even when they were yours, they were always hers
oh and hers
and their too

silly girl
you were a part of his silly game
and as long as he's still playing
so are you
because you're a silly girl with silly feelings
and he's just a beautiful boy
with soft hands and softer lips and a silly, silly smile that will never be yours