I would like to imagine myself
Where the sun was always setting
And it stayed that way
But for some reason,
I really didn't wait
Time passed by
And I always observed the sky at that time

A cozy home
Alone
With my cat
No worries
No loss
Only lonely love

With a laptop in hand
And soft pillows
My house atop a vast hill of land

I could see the illuminated city
So far off to the side
But here where I live,
The sky stretched so wide
At night,
All I could see were the stars and galaxies
So far off
Are they still alive?
I look down at my palms
I wish I saw another hand,
Grasping mine
This time,
Just...
Not my own

Your beauty is a double
Inside and outside...
I believe you'd go through any struggle
But really,
Your traits save you the trouble

Smile as bright as the sun
A person like you?
There is none

You tell me I'm pretty
Even when I'm not ready
I really don't believe it,
Is it just out of pity?

Still,
I'm glad you're here,
Your shining optimism
And heartened words
I have never seen your kindness ever deterred

The love of my life
Not any old love
They were special
More than one

I held them close
Hugged them tight
But here came change
That arranged in one night

The innocent feeling
I checked upon
Though there she stood
Her brother long gone
Familiar feeling
The feeling of dread
Yes, her brother,
Long gone,
Dead

Quick change
The day for thanks
A family came
But couldn't relax

She wasn't doing well
I couldn't face the facts
She was sick
And confused
Her brother,
This battle, she couldn't lose

She stopped playing
She stopped talking
I did everything,
But she just stopped walking

It was abrupt
I was sad
Not another life
I failed bad

So there left the mother
So lonely, overused
She missed her children
Unprepared to lose

Shortly after
She followed the light
It was fun while it lasted,
Am I right?

But one little change
Control was out of range
Now all I ask is...
Why? Why? Why?
Were you joking?
Why would you lie?
I won't forgive you
You made them die