It's like I'm stuck in slow motion
Trying to catch up but unable to
Trying to be like everyone else
But I can't

I miss you so bad
My chest hurts everyone I think of you
I broke down and cried and I couldn't stop
It just hurt so bad
And I know I should be grateful because I get to see you
But I can't when the dull ache in my chest won't go away
I ******* hate this
I feel so weak
But I love you

I want
to wright poetry that makes you cry and think about thing that you aren't comfortable with
but I'm not that good
yet

I need to change
I don't know if that means taking a break from you
Or eating more chocolate
I need to be happy
I can't live with the pain in my chest
It needs to stop
I'm sorry