You say we're friends,
and so do I.

But why do you never include me,
in this mess of time.

But that's okay because sometimes,
I don't even like myself around.

I wish I could stop
turn off a switch in my brain
make the feelings go away

Emotions are beautiful
until they're ripping through you
at night with clawed memories

I worry, I fear that the pain
will last longer than it should
because I want to move on from this

I wish I could have thoughts as
beautiful as the world I saw in your eyes
but I'm indifferent, I lack clarity

I wish I wasn't just another sad girl

its one of those days
where everything seems bland
and everything I do is in vain

its one of those times
where you spend too much time
thinking about lost causes

sometimes I wonder why I try
when I can't compare with the stars
and your looking for brightness

it seems like everything I do is for nothing
because no one notices my best
and my best isn't good enough for you

In the field of blue
They shine bright
Brighter than angles
And sweeter than cuddles
But something is happening
Shrinking, Falling, and Dying
Into the abyss below
Like a symbol of hope
Yet nobody
Nobody
Cares for these innocent
Starfish

I thought I was flying in slim and sure
Coasting on air,
Sliding upwind smooth like a float plane,
Touching down on a lake of glass.
You saw disaster coming
And set the world on fire.
You were right.

One day, he was gone.
I opened my eyes, I was alone.
A blink came by & he just stopped,
for me to sought.
No explanation, no thought.
Suddenly, he was gone.
Alone I remained,
with memories which fade.
Aiming for his sense.
Longing for his raise.
So,with nothing left to taint,
upon my mind I'll wait.

Your sun stroked fingers
smooth my dusted galaxies
spoiling orbiting blues
with swipes of stardust.

You kiss meteors, murmur
how you savored snippets
of Jupiter's moons in the
spaces of a poetic eclipse.

Adorning Saturn's rings
in your nebulous tombs,
rekindling your smile with
flames of lovers past.

The memory is still buried
within my core, a pounding
resonance that evokes the bloom
of summers kiss on Earth.

A welcome release for the
nights wandering stars.