separate me, from you.
this is so difficult...
to fall asleep alone,
to remember your touch,
like a ghost your memory
is with me.
i never tire of
your name appearing on my phone.
i just needed to hear your voice,
before i fell asleep
my dearest sugarplum,
i never saw you coming.
you are my best friend,
my greatest companion.
i found love, in the most unexpected source.
i can never thank you enough,
for saying hello to me.
you tell me i am beautiful every day,
and i believe you.
i have never before felt so secure,
so confident in anything
as i am in what we have.
never felt so safe in someone's embrace.
the moon of my life,
my sun and stars,
i don't know exactly when it happened,
but my darling,
i have fallen for you.
just the way you fall asleep
slowly and then all at once.
this may be the hardest thing i have ever done,
to love someone so distant from myself,
but we are making it work,
because he is worth it,
because he believes i am worth it,
and we both know what we have is worth it.
the past three and a half months have been the happiest of my life.
one month apart down.
one month until i see you again.
i miss you.
terribly.