clementine

clementine Jul 2020

again

i am not contented with who and where i am
my life is still messy and ain't perfect
it’s corrupted and it’s ugly
and there’s something that i need
an unfamiliar greed and so
i sit here listening to sad songs
and let myself drown with sadness
a g a i n.

my sad hours are coming :>

#sad #lost

clementine Jul 2020

lies

you let him into
your heart,
not knowing
the lies
he kept within.

#lies #heartbroken

clementine Jul 2020

i hope parallel universe me is okay

I hope she has a good life.
I hope she has friends that she can lean on.
I hope she never overthinks at night.
I hope she never encounters depression and anxiety.
I hope everyone loves and cares for her.
I hope everyone accepts her flaws.
I hope everyone understands and respects her.
I hope she can find a man whose willing to sacrifice for her.
I hope she can do whatever she wants.
I hope she never shed a tear without knowing why.
I hope she has confidence.
I hope she can decide on her own.
I hope that every moment in her life is a worth to remember.
I hope she's not drown by sadness.
I hope she's happy unlike me.

#hope #paralleluniverse #me #sad

clementine Jul 2020

:>

isn't it just too painful that you have found your future on someone's eyes that loves someone else?

#pain #unrequited

clementine Jul 2020

farewell

hands touching
hearts burning
slow dancing

he held her
close to him
and kissed her

eyes staring
tears pooling
"farewell, love."

i thought you were the one for me.

#love #tricubespoem #goodbye

clementine Jul 2020

never the perfect pair

slowly falling in despair,
we were never the perfect pair.

i was willing to do anything
but i remembered we weren't even a thing.
you make my heart flutter
whenever sweet words you utter.

tormented by your fake love– i kept it hidden.
unshed tears and pain inside i hid.
sending signs of chaos from within,
the line between us was so thin.

i kept knocking on your walls.
you're the future I crave for and i gave my all
but then i saw you with her and you were perfect together.
just like gravitation belonging to matter and not to ether.

#heartbreak #fakelove

clementine Jul 2020

wings

help, my wings are tied
and i can't fly.
help, i want to soar high,
just like the birds in the sky
but my wings are tied
and i can't fly.

#freedom #help #depressed