It comes and goes
Little high, even low
Until one knows, does it grow
In sigh, not even close

I choose to stay still
More than how I feel
Were those even real?
Let me take a moment to heal

Tired eyes
Sleepless nights
A million heists
Still none arise

Fallen fool
Drawn the pool
Who may leave
I can't believe

One may say I'm a failure
Others may see me as a creature
Many saw me as an addict
Might as well be an alcoholic

For whatever they say
Everything they see
I saw the real me
I know i wanted to be free

A pounding heart
Like a work of art
Couldn't find a brand new start
What a mess in every part

I look for peace
The kind without tease
For whatever this is
I hope my shoe fits