My thoughts rain down
Upon my victim
The many months go
All at once
And by anguish is loose
But not for long
And as I open my eyes
I breathe out
And he starts again
I curl back into my shell
My neck strains with control
The control of emotions
My many moons of hatred return
Again to reign my mind
My cycle repeats again and again
Until no more can be taken
Until a loop is found
A loop to place my neck...

Must I save you?
Must I try?
Through pitches wider than Omah
I traipse
The mud thicker than my thoughts
That tonight expose me
To an outer horror
The horror of me, you, them
All of us the same
And now I reach the realisation
Of why I am saving
Not my sanity can stop me
As brothers do not go
Ever ...
And now I must reach you
And your grave
Tonight I must save you
Save you from who you were
And what you have become...

I want to be free from all your hate
Served in my infested, stagnant lake
A mindset of insanity
All I want is to be free

I want to be free from all this death
The saying goodbyes, the last of breaths
Wake up one morning, a happy me
All I want is to be free

I want to be free so please stand back
It matters not of white nor black
So go away, leave me be
All I want is to be free...

I'm standing
The winds of time swirl
Around my body
Soon to be a corpse
My cackle awakes me
And as I turn to face
Your hate
I'm grabbed
Put upon the stake
Tied with the human's weapon
And that's it...
And whilst the oak wood burns
I conjure my thoughts
Breathe in
And burn..............

A heart of stone as it is put
A foggy land of blackened soot
Conflicted thoughts, a complex life
Confusion, hatred, fights of strife

Day one was cursed, a millennium day
I didn't even have a say
The hive of thought began to stir
A high pitched scream all at first

From pictures of good, to the thoughts of bad
To comments that sting and make me sad
The therapists, a flicker book
A bad impression with just one look

But is this who I want to be?
Is this horror really me?
Why do the doves no longer land?
Can I conquer this complex land?

But I will try I will not fall
You throw me down but I'll stand tall
No devil's lair for afterlife
No poisoned mind of stabbing knives

So goodbye you and hello me
Let me work, leave me be
Let the gods throw the rocks
Let this Titanic leave it's dock...

I am alive but not forever
The demons of destiny follow me
And fate beckons me
And my mortality

I am content but not forever
My mind set of invincibility
Makes my emotions churn
And my mortality

The clouds of death cross my head
And create a thunderstorm of health
And down it takes me
And my mortality

The air is filled with all of love
I see an angel from above
The winged being approaches with care
But is soon inside by trapping snare

The closer she comes the more I feel
She the one of which I shall steal
My heart of stone is cracked in two
I'm sure it shall be beating soon

I embrace the kiss and return the favour
This is a moment I shall savour
I have a sight, a sight of love
I have an angel from above...