Ashley: Favorites

Dec 2014 Ashley

aurora

I can hear the rain
As it taps on my window
And I think back to a time
Where I'm laying in your bed
With the same rain against your window

And it shouldn't make me sad
The fact that you're hearing the rain
Against her window now
But yet, it does

#love #ex #sad #depression #life #rain #window #breakup

Dec 2014 Ashley

Angel, or something

Dec 2014 Ashley

JM

Angel, or something

Flowers of flesh, blood.
Bell jars breed suffocation,
So much to tell me.

Thank you, sweetest.

Dec 2014 Ashley

inhale

Dec 2014 Ashley

hope garthwait

inhale

why did i let cigarettes become so insignificant?
a craving for smoke in my lungs
sitting on the steps taking breaths closer to death
life never rings true to me
if i die then i will let the earth take me in

everyday since i first met you
i've felt effortless
my chest expanded to feel love
so whenever i start to miss you
i put tar in my lungs
or sometimes i'll get drunk
no matter what there's always poems
or half-thought-out feelings scratched in journals
i lose myself in toxic clouds
just hoping to wind up closer to you

-newportsmooths h.g. December 21, 2014 5:28am

Dec 2014 Ashley

You Are Not Alone

Dec 2014 Ashley

Mr X

You Are Not Alone

You are not alone.

Even if it seems that the world
Is nothing but a living hell,
There'll always be someone to
Walk down the same path as you.

You are not alone.

Even if it seems that love was
Never meant to be trusted
Or friends were never meant to
Remain true to this bond forever.

You are not alone.

Even if your tears flow like rivers
And no one comes to wipe a drop.
Coz' on the other side of the river
We wait. You just need to swim across.

It'll be your own battle for a while.
Swimming across will not be easy.
But it's your share of battle
And you've got to fight.

And then...

You'll never be alone.

#life #alone #people #realization

Dec 2014 Ashley

Hypocrite

Dec 2014 Ashley

Camélia Evergreen

Hypocrite

Sometimes the best advice
is hypocritical

Because the best of us
wish we were better
than what we are

Dec 2014 Ashley

Statistically Speaking

Dec 2014 Ashley

Camélia Evergreen

Statistically Speaking

Statistically speaking
my sample size
of your thoughts
is minimal at best
biased at worst
I cannot draw
a reliable conclusion
from this mess

Convenience hurts
my chances
Clustering too
separates me
from understanding you

Estimated Probability:
a questionable
unlikely to rare

Dec 2014 Ashley

thank you

Dec 2014 Ashley

caroline

thank you

ive smashed
every
single
******* mirror
in this house
because
*im so tired of seeing you
when i look at me

Dec 2014 Ashley

suave

Dec 2014 Ashley

Megan Grace

suave

it smells like
chicago and deep
breathsofyouthaticould
not get enough of,     l i k e
a thanksgiving spent playing
with your hair     while you took
a nap on your grandma's      couch,
like  exploring   your   mouth  on  top
of the parking garage on black friday
between  my two shifts at work, like
telling you goodbye  in my favorite
coffee shop while you drank your
black tea and made promises
promises   promises   that
even then i knew you
could never keep.

I should get a new shampoo.