Maybe if I write I can escape this reality
Maybe if I sing I can drown out the comments
Maybe if I draw I won't want to cut
Maybe if I listen to music I can drown out my thoughts
Maybe if I make you mad at me I don't have to be mad at myself
Maybe if I read I can escape this world
Maybe if you touch me you can replace some bad memories
Maybe if you hug me I'll fall apart
Maybe if you love me I'll push you away
Maybe if you leave me I'll be right
Maybe if we fight I'll become silent
Maybe if I'm crowded I'll slowly shrink away
Maybe if I crawl into a small place he can't get me
Maybe if you kiss me I'll kiss you back
Maybe if you avoid me my love will finally go away
Maybe if you keep talking I don't have to listen to my thoughts
Maybe if its cold I can freeze my emotions
Maybe if it's cold my emotions will run free
Maybe in a year I'll have cried a thousand tears
Maybe one day my demons will let my soul rest
Maybe one day the world will stop giving me tests
Maybe one day I will smile again
Maybe one day my laugh will ring loudly
Maybe one day I'll sing a song about joy
Maybe one day my memories won't haunt me
Maybe one day I'll sing one last song
Maybe one day I'll say a final goodbye
Maybe one day I'll write my last words
Maybe one day my cries will be heard
Maybe one day I'll fade away
January/ 6/ 2018/ 10:42PM/ 14 years old