I pushed open
the window.
I drew the
curtains off.

The world
was full of
blunders.
Beyond those
metal walls.

I let a
deep sigh
and turned
away my gaze.

My world
of pen and paper
is better
than that maze.

Sick of people.
Sick of life.
Sick of being sick.

Everything.

You never did let me down
When you knew I'm a psychedelic clown
Gave me strength to stand up again
Made my heart forget the pain

Still I'm hurt when your not around
In you the peace and love I found
I wanted you to stay forever
And leave me never

But now you broke my little heart
For a stupid thing thinking you smart
And now I end up broken apart
For you, it was an art

This happens every single day
And then you want to come back and stay
I'm such a fool to accept you back
'Cause you've got all that I lack

Whatever may happen, my love
I still love you, you stay above
Nothing can take away you from me
My love for you is deeper than the sea

being with you
felt like
being icarus.

only
if icarus had stayed at the sun
and stared it
in the face.

you were
my sun
but
you burned
my wings off.

and so i plunged
deeply
into space
with my head
on the brink

of explosion.