Today it rains like never before,
It wears grace and pain;
It feels like a woman.
The cruel abyss of my cavernous
Heart wears violent black flora
In the furrow of my deep grief.
On this day no one has asked for me,
I pray to God and ask forgiveness
For how little I have died.
This mortal crusade that fasts on emotion,
It wears me like a fleece of flesh
That weeps softly at the soliloquy of me.
I wish I could beat on all the doors
And find good behind anyone,
But I soak in a puddle of self pity.
Destiny has seen to my downfall,
The backwash of suffering welling
Into my soul, today it rains as never before.