People often use the term "home is where the heart is" as reference that home is a literal place. That you can touch it, feel it, live in it and it's physically there. But I just can't seem to wrap my mind around that. Because my heart belongs to a home that isn't there in a physical sense. My home is the way you say my name and draw circles on my lower back. My home is built and structured in between your arms and in the crook of your neck. I've never felt more at home then when we are skin to skin and I want to pull you even closer. No my home is not a building, my home is you and that's where my heart will always be.

im trying so hard to hold back the tears...
if i cry my friend will know somethings wrong with me
i dont want him to know im torn to pieces...
this *****.
i didnt want this to happen....
now youre out of my life.
****
i ****** up
i shouldve kept my mouth closed..
why!
why does this have to happen to me?
i can never get a break from this pain...
i hate this
i hate this
i hate this

when will i be able to actually be happy?
i wont have to hide my real feelings anymore?
ugh i hate this

Your eyes sparkle when I look at you
When you are inside me
It feels intense with love and passion.
I love you.
Your body quivers when you kiss me
I feel your heart beat when I sleep
My head on your chest
Your around me tight
I love the moment of peace
His smile and kisses show me
The words he can't say
A simple "I love you"
Makes my heart melt
This moment
Those blue eyes.

"I could be given all the attention in the world and id still be waiting for you to come back"

You'll go crazy trying to understand me,
my mind is like a trap,once you get inside,you can't get out.
Beware,my mind is dark and full of thoughts.
I hope you know how to swim,because you'll drown.
-m.f.g.

I want someone to fall inlove with the way i laugh, & the way i always make goofy faces, and the way i playfully dance to songs, and the way I freak out when i see a good skyline, and the way i love hearing other people laugh, and the way i say aw when i get embarrassed, and the way i  just act like a little kid sometimes.. I just want someone to fall in love with the actual me. Not my looks, or my body.... Just me.