I stare into the darkness of the room, tears running down my face.
Silence.
Nothing comes to mind but you.
You
You
You
******.
Why cant i forget about you?
Why wont my heart let you go?
******.
I wish this wasnt so hard.
You got over me in an instant,
Why cant i get over you?
******.

I JUST WANNA TELL YOU HOW BAD YOU ****** UP WHEN YOU DECIDED TO LET ME GO BECAUSE I GUARANTEE YOU WONT EVER FIND A GIRL THAT WOULD LOVE YOU AS MUCH AS I WOULD AND CARE FOR YOU AS MUCH AS I WOULD AND MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD AND TREAT YOU LIKE ROYALTY  THE WAY THAT I WOULD FOR YOU. YOU GAVE UP A GIRL THAT WOULD SACRIFICE ANYTHING TO BE YOURS BUT I KNOW YOU DONT GIVE A ****. ONE DAY A GUY WILL LOVE ME THE WAY I WANT TO LOVE YOU & WHEN YOU REALIZE HOW GOOD YOU HAD IT, ITS GONNA BE TO ******* LATE.

Laughter is the only sound
That is strong enough
To cover to pain
That never gives in
When the music stops
And the blinds pulled down
Pain stretches his legs
All over my heart

F is for the times when I say **** it
I is for the tears that I cry
N is the emptiness I feel inside
E is for the hope I have that it all is going to *end

Everytime i talk about memories between us i feel myself light up and feel the big smile forming, the one you always left on my face.

Then i realize those are the past, and nows the future without you to share unforgettable memories with like i used to.

...*sigh

I was stupid to think i actually meant something to you.

I want to forget about you
So that maybe i can be happy again...

Its like you're carved into my skull because i can never stop thinking about how perfect you are to me.

This is complete torture..

WHY CANT YOU JUST GET OUT OF MY HEAD