I'm made of all;
The books I've ever read
Poems I've ever written
Faces who have smiled at me
Hugs that have wrapped around me
Caresses that have graced my inner thigh
Countries & continents my feet have touched
The lovers as we simultaneously reach ecstasy within
Lonely nights shedding tear drops
Nights gazing black skies moon & stars
Children falling asleep to my heartbeat
Animals whose soul was found through reflective eye stares
Conversations spoken in French, Spanish, Italian, Xhosa, Afrikaans, Norwegian, German
Years of ******-, cognitive-, dialectical-, art-, drama-, music-, mindfulness-, trauma-, psychiatry-; therapies
The drinks & drugs & mind altering substances dispersing my mind
In all I'm made of;
Love
Lust
Greed
Fear
Joy
Freedom
Longing
Dreams
Despair
Sadne­ss
Anger
Frustrations
Happiness
Anxieties
Insecurities....

In all I'm made of;

A soul; securely contained within a body of battled scars;
over;
pain & triumphs, losses & gains, rejections & acceptances, dishonours & accolades...

With the hope; she too, can live life through.

© Sia Jane

Why do I follow you?
You lead me away.
I was walking my path.
I was wanting to stay.

You took my hand,
gripping it tight.
I pulled away,
your eyes full of night.

Lost in insanity,
away from the sane.
Where are you taking me?
Blood tempered rain.

Sadness sets in,
motion is gone.
Time is but lost,
singing sanity's song.

Dazed and confused
and I don't know why.
Ripping my heart  out,
Cry, girl, cry.

Screams are but silent,
with no one to hear.
Have I lost my mind?
I am the only one near!!