My knuckles they burn
For fresh contact to take place.
Be it a wall
Or your face,
Just name a time and place.
My soul is an inferno
Ready to scorch this earth.
To begin the mass extinction
Like the ones we’ve unearthed.

I can’t contain the rage,
It bubbles inside.
It shoots off like little rockets,
And in your mind they reside.
They burrow their way in
To a deep dark place
And there they will fester
Tell you can’t find their trace.

My body burns
With all I hold back.
The temper I control
Just cannot last.
Its about to erupt,
From every atom in my being,
From every crack in my skin
To destroy all I am seeing.

I will go out like a planet
Taking its last breath
Before erupting into a light
That will be seen far from this earth.
-ALC February 5, 2017

I feel myself clinging
To every cell in my body
Trying not to surrender
To the yearning calling.

You slip your fingers
Under my shirt
And I feel my heart
Stutter with a leaping burst.

My body pulls closer
As we rock in a slow rhythm
To a slowly quickening beat
As we become more *** driven.

My body reaches out for you
Craving your touch;
But my mind begs to stop
We have gone far enough!

What a bad idea
This has all become,
But wow wouldn’t it
Be so much fun.
-ALC February 5, 2017

When you look at me, do you see the vortex of pain behind my eyes, or do you just see my pretty disguise.
-ALC February 1, 2017

I want a song that makes my soul come screaming out my mouth.
-ALC February 1, 2017

Spread out on the ground,
Lies a love that held no bounds,
Lies a love the had to die,
Lies a love that said goodbye.

Spread out on the ground a mosaic heart resides
Full of weeping colors
And longing questions of “why”?
-ALC January 23, 2017

I want to lunge at it,
I want to tear it to shreds.
It drowns me with my own grief.
This false grief,
This false grief that fills my body with weight, that wasn’t there minute before.
I hate it.
I want to rip at the pages and re-wright them.
I want to change the damning end that sends the destructive words to my eyes.
I want to carve out his name,
I want to carve out the man’s name that shot the fatal wounds.
Yet
Yet, I see the bigger picture.
I see the ending gives justice to all that has happened.
I have given her the shock value that she has wished for,
And I love it.
-ALC