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Sometimes Ally Jun 2014
i have nothing to be sad about
but i still cry
my life is perfectly fine
but i still hate myself
the past is over
but i cant stop reliving it
whats wrong with me
Sometimes Ally Jun 2014
I'm the girl that
everybody is afraid to love
I'm the girl that
is afraid for anyone to love her
I'm the girl that
cries herself to sleep and doesn't tell anyone
I'm the girl that
wants to be happy but doesnt know how
I'm the girl that
is impossible for anyone to ever love
  Jun 2014 Sometimes Ally
Ellie White
You have no idea, how much I wish that I could take the pain away,
And replace your teary eyed nights,
With peaceful dream filled sleep,
My heart breaks, when I answer the phone to your tired voice,
Which is full of fear that you cannot shake,

I want you to know a few things,
I have told you them all before,

You are stronger than a million warriors charging into battle,
You posses more knowledge than the smartest people on the earth,
You are worth more than what people tell you and make you think,
You have wisdom beyond your years,
You have felt more pain than anyone should ever feel in their lifetime,

But you are a survivor,
Overcoming every hurdle with grace and dignity,
I don’t believe in a God,
But looking at you navigate life with such grace and pushing fear aside,
Makes me believe in you the way some people believe in a higher power,

You serve as my inspiration,
The person who I want to please with my success,
You are everything I want to be,
Because you,
Although scared, and frightened,
Have created, moulded and navigated your way to a place,
Where even though, there are still scared, tear-filled nights,
Is the right path and place for you to be.


Ellie White
Dedicated to my best friend.
Sometimes Ally Jun 2014
they tell you you'll get better
after you start the pills
but what if
just maybe
you dont want to get better

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