The meadows and the flower fields are my happy place
The sunshine and the gentle wind help me solve any problems I may face.
I love to see the beautiful flowers brush up against my skin.
Just as much as I love feeling the chilly wind.
The heat of the day is what’s comforting to me.
It’s like a warm gentle hug wrapping me it’s a beautiful feeling I guarantee
Next time you feel sad I urge you to come out here.
You’ll find you’ll be right at home in the fields of Endear

It's Christmas time and you're not here.
Sometimes I wish I could disappear.
I miss you greatly you meant the world to me.
I wish I could have you back, This we can agree.
It's been a long time since you passed.
Christmas after Christmas, I think of you, and if you're happy at last.
You made my days brighter by just being you.
I hope one day I'll know if you are proud of me, and how I grew.
Merry Christmas mom, I love you with all my heart.
I know you're in a better place now, with a brand new start.

My heart is torn, between loving you and not.
I prayed to get over you but my soul, which loves you fought and fought.
I don't want to love you anymore but my heart is stubborn.
I just can't seem to get over you. My soul loves you too much like a slow burn.
I know I'll never get to hold you, to be in love with you properly.
You're in love with her. You'll never love me back. I think somberly.
Just know I'll always love you, You're my whole heart, and you don't even have a clue.
Because you don't know I exist, I'm not pretty enough for you anyways.
But it doesn't matter, because you're everything to me, always.

Even though I'm broken and bruised I sit here and I think of you.
I think of how strong you are despite all you've been though.
You inspire me to never give up and always keep fighting.
Even when I feel hope is lost, and I feel like dying.
I know how hard is to feel like the worlds crashing around you and I think you do too.
But we must never give up despite our demons telling us things that are untrue.
You really have my whole heart I'll always stand by you.
Forever and always I hope you know thats true.
You helped me realize I'm gonna be okay.
Whatever I do there's always a way.
I want you to know what I love most about you.
that even though you had depression. from the ground you flew.
Like a bird that soared up into the heavens where the sky is blue.
One day I hope I can be as strong as you so I can to be okay.
But you give me hope, that there's always a way.

Hello dear traveler may I get you something to eat?
We have cakes and candies oh so sweet.
You've come a long way haven't you dear?
Why don't you get a room but from the cat steer clear.
Oh you like cats do you? Why don't you give this one a pet?
He hasn't had a human touch all day long just yet.
You sure I can't get you a drink or some food?
Surely you wouldn't want to starve don't be rude.
There you go most dearest traveler eat up and be satisfied.
Then go to your room and sleep, hot cocoa I will provide.
I'm turning the lights off now dear one, get some sleep and awake in the light of the morning.
So that may tomorrow be a beautiful day for some more exploring.

Sliding the blade across my skin hurts but I can’t take my emotions anymore.
I cry at the sight of torn up skin, the blood seeping down my arms, I fall to the floor.
The darkness won this time around I feel like I can't beat it.
Because every time the lightness grows the dark goes in and eats it.
I don’t know what to do. My despair I feel is growing.
I want there to be a candle in this dark room where the light is showing.
But my demons are winning. I feel I can’t go on.
Everything I try to do feels wrong.
I want my angels to help me out of this forest of hate.
I feel I’m dying, I need help before it’s too late

I don’t know how to word this I don’t know what to say
All of my emotions have made me feel this way.
I’d like to live and have a full life.
But my time has come like a cold knife.
I’m sorry to those I’m gonna hurt by doing this.
I know my life you will miss.
Just know there’s nothing you could’ve done
I fear that my depression has won.
I love you all dearly. I know you’ll cry when I’m gone.
But I hope you’ll live life without me and carry on.

Happy endings are what I love most about life.
I'm glad you found the one and are now a wife.
I can't wait to see what journeys lie ahead for you.
You have grown wings and out of the nest you flew.
I'm so proud of the woman you've become.
I know that you'll always remember where you came from.
I remember when you were just a teen, and I was twelve.
You loved volleyball and I loved reading books which I delved.
You're so smart and beautiful and kind.
I know I'll always be in awe of your beautiful mind.
Your partner is lucky to have you I know this is true.
It's hard to find true love, it happens to very few.
So have faith and stay strong to whatever happens next...
I love you and wish you the very best.

Quake you never give up on the ones you love, and for that I admire.
I know you've been through tragedy, and I know that you are tired.
But somehow you keep going on with being the best you can be.
I love that about you. You're a fighter I know we can agree.
I love you so much you're amazing to me.
You've helped people become themselves I hope you can see.
You have so much heart and soul, we needed a hero and then came you.
You've done amazing things and I'm so proud of you too.
You started as a hacker and then slowly rose to the top.
Everyday you save the world nonstop.
It must be exhausting but you always prevail.
Even when you're tired you never the world fail.
Stay strong and have faith that everything will turn out alright...
I know for sure that your future is bright.

“I was okay with dying.” The Irishman tells the ghost of an unknown soldier. “It’s inevitable. Especially in war.” He sits down facing the sunset.
The soldier picks up a red poppy from the field. “How did you die?”
“I was airborne.” Says the Irishman. “I died from a crash. You?”
The soldier looks up at him. “Gunshot wound. Although one of these poppies is for me. My body lies back in the trenches.”
The Irishman nodded. “My body lies back at the crash. No one has found me yet.”
“We were alive a short while ago.” The soldier says. “We laughed and breathed. Now we’re stuck here for eternity.”

the darkness in my chest is too much to bear
I'm sick and tired of being lonely here
I hope one day I'll meet my best friend
And one day maybe we'll be close in the end.
It hurts that no one cares enough to start a conversation with me.
Other people around me have their close friends that I can see.
They laugh and talk with each other everyday
While I'm here just fading away.
I fear I might disappear completely, the way everyone ignores me.
I want to someday have a close friend, this I plea.
one day I'll have a best friend and they'll love me for me.
One day I'll have a best friend.... and I'll finally be free

When will I get to find love?
When will I find my soulmate? I yell to above.
When will I finally hear the answer I seek?
Perhaps I do not have one. That answer is bleak.
One day I will know.
But until then, I will continue to grow.

I'm writing this poem because I am sad
I want to feel happy very bad
I wish I could overthrow this darkness inside me
But I can't. Won't I ever be free?
These chains that hold me down are so heavy with grief
Of the life I could have. The one where everything's alright; I pray for relief.
Oh my little sad soul is broken to pieces.
Maybe one day, I hope, my dopamine increases.
So I can finally be the person I want.
Without my demons coming to taunt.
So I end this poem with a little sad sigh.
That maybe one day I can find the happy... but until then goodbye.