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 Aug 29 Bloodyrabbitt
Alexis
its always been a wonder to me,
what keeps everyone waking up every morning ?

what gets you out of bed?

what can be so strong
that overcomes the want to not exist .

or is it just me ?
I'm not "smart" like them.

I'm not "bright" as them.

I'm not "confident" like them.

I'm not "beautiful" as them.

I'm not "someone" like them.

Can you just accept that?

I don't like crying myself anymore

-Said myself in the mirror.
Mirror, mirror on the wall
If I keep searching for answers
I’ll lose myself
I have this
intense
insane
inexplicable
curiosity
to know you
not to love you
or be with you
but just to know you
to unravel you.
slowly
surely
i'm losing my mind

slowly
surely
i'm living helplessly

slowly
growing unsurely
anxieties living in me

slowly
but surely
i'm giving up
 Nov 2018 Bloodyrabbitt
Dawn
irony
 Nov 2018 Bloodyrabbitt
Dawn
i keep things to myself,
                                   and still feel empty.
oh, how twisted language can be.
irony twisted bottle up

— The End —