My heart hurts.
It hurts more today than yesterday.. Probably will hurt much more tomorrow.
You’re close yet so far, I have a lot to but I guess the words don’t mean too much,
Would you want me to take you?
To be free of sadness and loneliness too? You precious one. You forgotten how.. How lovely it is to be merry now.
Those dark dull eyes of yours,
How agonizing to gaze at my eyes with no remorse, Nothing could be reflected at all. Lifeless.. where you have locked up your soul.
Light will come and find you someday,
You won’t have to struggle to breathe everyday. Don’t give up the journey called life. Soon you’ll find the joy of being alive.
If can just fabricate my own thoughts, my own love, my own you. Maybe it will be more easier.
How I wanted you so badly
How this pity words rush out to change your mind How I longed having, be able to hug you once again? Watching those rogue waves attack the shore how cruel of me thinking I’d grip you so tight so right that I’ll never see you taken away by those currents As much as I keep rushing to reach you enjoyed the salty environment that he fed you, I waited and waited For minutes, For hours, For days, but all I had was silence and with the absence of your words I took it as an answer,
Sweetie, a love where one gets hurt doesn’t exist
"I wanted you to love me, but I don't think you will."
Oh! How have I longed to tell you these words still. No matter how scared I am of the answer, My overflowing feelings is the only thing that is clear. Putting these emotions to words is so frightening, But somehow I can't stop from smiling. The happiness brought by our encounter, Kept me praying for it to last forever. I wanted to look into your eyes, But my eyes were filled with cowardice. I didn't want to know that you didn't love me, And live the rest of my life sad and lonely. So that day, I kept loving you without getting hurt. Because I knew, my feelings won't ever be returned.
I contained all my reasons, hope, and expectations
in my third layered mask. So no one will see and interfere, and as all my wishes turned into ash.
I was trapped in that nightmare again, my nightmare didn’t happen just once.
It’s not just an ache that is curable by medicine.
Loving you is explicitly uncontrollable
My knees are trembling,
My mind going Insane, And My is breaking.
I really hate the way you make me look ****** and jump the gun,
Lately leaving doesn't matter anymore;
Loved so many ways,
Revolted a couple of times, Cried more than I know, And Forgive in many different ways.
It was just a best song to remember you:
We once known the meaning of happiness and how it makes us feel we own the world.
She’ll rise, against the odds with a head strong attitude and a good knocking smile.
Who wouldn’t want an honest one with a warm sweet tongue, with a texture of a big devoted heart.
Is it enough,
Just to love ? Is it enough, just live to fullest? Is it enough?
Our story started as a fairytale and ended as the most unexpected unhappy ending.
Under the possession of the endless blue.
An, the sadness of loss aches again;
It’s not that I hate it,
I just wanna feel less devastated.
Days like this still knocks me of my feet.
Moving on isn’t forgetting,
Moving is being able to remember without hurting.
I thought the pain was no more, but seeing you made me unsure.
Tears only leave my eyes dry and hurt me.
It's easier to say I love you specially when you mean it the most,
I know the grief of loneliness,
Of how dreadful is sadness, But all is well.
the Moon bleeds seeing you cry, the Sun is dying to see you smile;
You're all you, and pictures are all I have left.
You keep that mask every time, and tell yourself that you are fine, but you know deep down. You need saving from that sea of sadness.
We once known what was the meaning of happiness, and how it makes us feel we own the world
Until that smile fade and all out expeditions had gone down a face were once filled with compassion and love now it's just a dull run down pile I suppose the world will run out of time, maybe the failure of the past can change and the future can unfold it's story For these memories we shared, the happiest feeling we felt will be a Memento as we part our ways in the abyss.
I keep my hopes up, knowing one day
One day.. happiness will fill my emptiness inside.
journey we started
Is just a prelude to everything.
Love is not a test,
Then why cheat?
Life has been always a mystery, and it unfolds unpredictably.
Narrow roads intertwine as she seeks answers for her twisted life;
When you care bout things, it always ends up wearing you out.
:Self love isn’t selfish:
Tryin to be responsible but
It was too late.
Sometimes laughing too much can cover the sadness in you.
After all the things you've done,
I really tried, I really do Just to understand you. But it's the heartache that doesn't go away
For a long time in my life,
I have sought comfort in poems and songs. To heal wounds and hide scars feel haven for just a brief moment Be free of the agony and terror brought by a brute reality.
I wish all your expression were so transparent.
Where do our hearts go, when our chest is too cold for it to be called its home?
Lost in this loneliness, I wandered alone...where do I find you? I sought peace as if it was air.