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My heart hurts.
It hurts more today than yesterday..
Probably will hurt much more tomorrow.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
You’re close yet so far, I have a lot to but I guess the words don’t mean too much,
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Would you want me to take you?
To be free of sadness and loneliness too?
You precious one. You forgotten how..
How lovely it is to be merry now.
Not complete
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Those dark dull eyes of yours,
How agonizing to gaze at my eyes with no remorse,
Nothing could be reflected at all.
Lifeless.. where you have locked up your soul.
2nd part
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Light will come and find you someday,
You won’t have to struggle to breathe everyday.
Don’t give up the journey called life.
Soon you’ll find the joy of being alive.
3rd part
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
If can just fabricate my own thoughts, my own love, my own you. Maybe it will be more easier.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
How I wanted you so badly
How this pity words rush out to change your mind
How I longed having, be able to hug you once again?
Watching those rogue waves attack the shore how cruel of me thinking I’d grip you so tight
so right that I’ll never see you taken away by those currents
As much as I keep rushing to reach you enjoyed the salty environment that he fed you,
I waited and waited
For minutes,
For hours,
For days,
but all I had was silence and with the absence of your words I took it as an answer,
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Sweetie, a love where one gets hurt doesn’t exist
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
"I wanted you to love me, but I don't think you will."
Oh! How have I longed to tell you these words still.
No matter how scared I am of the answer,
My overflowing feelings is the only thing that is clear.

Putting these emotions to words is so frightening,
But somehow I can't stop from smiling.
The happiness brought by our encounter,
Kept me praying for it to last forever.

I wanted to look into your eyes,
But my eyes were filled with cowardice.
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me,
And live the rest of my life sad and lonely.

So that day, I kept loving you without getting hurt.
Because I knew, my feelings won't ever be returned.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
I contained all  my reasons, hope, and expectations
in my third layered mask.
So no one will see and interfere,
  and as all my wishes turned into ash.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
I was trapped in that nightmare again, my nightmare didn’t happen just once.
It’s not just an ache that is curable by medicine.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Loving you is explicitly uncontrollable
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
My knees are trembling,
My mind going Insane,
And
My is breaking.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
I really hate the way you make me look ****** and jump the gun,
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Lately leaving doesn't matter anymore;
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Loved so many ways,
Revolted a couple of times,
Cried more than I know,
And
Forgive in many different ways.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Explicit kind of love,
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
It was just a best song to remember you:
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
We once known the meaning of happiness and how it makes us feel we own the world.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
She’ll rise, against the odds with a head strong attitude and a good knocking smile.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Who wouldn’t want an honest one with a warm sweet tongue, with a texture of a big devoted heart.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Is it enough,
Just to love ?
Is it enough,
just live to fullest?
Is it enough?
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Our story started as a fairytale and ended as the most unexpected unhappy ending.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Under the possession of the endless blue.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
An, the sadness of loss aches again;
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
It’s not that I hate it,
I just wanna feel less devastated.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Days like this still knocks me of my feet.
Moving on isn’t forgetting,
Moving is being able to remember without hurting.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
I thought the pain was no more, but seeing you made me unsure.
Tears only leave my eyes dry and hurt me.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
It's easier to say I love you specially when you mean it the most,
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
I know the grief of loneliness,
Of how dreadful is sadness,
But all is well.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Darling,
the Moon bleeds seeing you cry,
the Sun  is dying to see you smile;
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
You're all you,  and pictures are all I have left.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
You keep that mask every time, and tell yourself that you are fine, but you know deep down. You need saving from that sea of sadness.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
We once known what was the meaning of happiness, and how it makes us feel we own the world

Until that smile fade and all out expeditions had gone down a face were once filled with compassion and love now it's just a dull run down pile

I suppose the world will run out of time, maybe the failure of the past can change and the future can unfold it's story

For these memories we shared, the happiest feeling we felt will be a Memento as we part our ways in the abyss.
I keep my hopes up, knowing one day
One day.. happiness will fill my emptiness inside.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
journey we started
                       Is just a prelude to everything.
Love is not a test,
Then why cheat?
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Life has been always a mystery, and it unfolds unpredictably.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Narrow roads intertwine as she seeks answers for her twisted life;
When you care bout things, it always ends up wearing you out.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
:Self love isn’t selfish:
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Tryin to be responsible but
It was too late.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
Sometimes laughing too much can cover the sadness in you.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
After all the things you've done,
I really tried, I really do Just to understand you.
But it's the heartache that doesn't go away
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
For a long time in my life,
    I have sought comfort in poems and songs.
To heal wounds and hide scars
     feel haven for just a brief moment
Be free of the agony and terror
      brought by a brute reality.
Bloodyrabbitt Dec 2018
I wish all your expression were so transparent.
Bloodyrabbitt Nov 2018
Where do our hearts go, when our chest is too cold for it to be called its home?
Lost in this loneliness, I wandered alone...where do I find you?
I sought peace as if it was air.
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