If you really
Want me
In your life,
Put me there.
I shouldn't be
Fighting for a*  spot.

It means that
Maybe
*You don't need me.

I look back, was it all worth it?
Saying good bye at the airport pretending like it wasn't going to be our last.

I'm walking to my car holding back my tears, almost lost it.
You got on that plane, didn't look back.

On my way back to Clear Lake I pull off to the side of the road, almost lost it.
You land in Brisbane, didn't look back.

I walk into our apartment look into your room, almost lost it.
You're home now, didn't look back.

I sent you something in the mail, must of lost it.
You're seeing someone now, did you look back?

It's New Year's Eve
I'm here
You're there
I'm alone
You're far from it
I lost it
And now I can't look back

I will never try to convince you to love me
I will never climb mountains for you to see me
I won't waste effort on someone who
Will never match effort for me

You will never find someone who loves you
How I could have loved you so deeply
You will never find someone who cares
As much as I could have for you

Every day I walk alone I'll be stronger
Every time I walk alone I will see
Every day I walk alone it'll be worth it
Because I'm not with the one who's not meant for me

I'd much rather be here alone
Than with someone who doesn't deserve my company

The days of the year have passed,
Another year is coming,
I'm still counting the days,
From the day I was born, until today.
At this prime age of 26,
My friends are getting married,
Some are doing well in jobs.
My sisters are pregnant,
I'm a blessed aunty next year.
My parents are still healthy,
They're driving new car.
My boss is still paying me,
He's planning for a new project.
My closed person is getting bigger,
Meaning he's happy like forever.
What a blissful 26 years,
I couldn't ask for more,
Thank you God, for everything,
I'm looking forward for 2017!