Linger in my presence,
Be a burden as it may.
I need you more then ever,
Just put the fist away.

I plea with you my devil,
One night that we could revel.
Just like the old days,
To hold me with that bold gaze.

Accompany me in my mundane life,
Make this day feel alright.
Talk to me tomorrow,
Just please remove this sorrow.

Our love is like quick sand.
Looks so innocent from the out side, so safe.
Little did I know it was eager to drag me under it's depths.
Manipulated my thoughts,
telling me to fight for this love.
But quick sand feeds of this struggle.
Lives on our problems , changes what we once percieved truth.
So now I  just sink , in this love.
Holding your unsettled hand on the way down.

Door now closed,
Like my pain within,
Holding back tremendous sin.
Body still,
Heart real slow,
Wish that I may be let go.
Staring at that little crack,
Seeing that it sees me back.
If I run,
will it follow.
All my pain and all my sorrow.
Can I escape this place within,
Where doors are lock with iron bars.
With cracks that flaunt their nasty scares.
Where I have always been,
The place I'v always known.
This place my brain, is no longer home.
I need to be let free.
So leave me be.

How I long to be lonely, with out truly being alone.
but my mind aches with confusion.
The people are there, with kind words,
occasional actions and Yet still  I am feeling isolated from connection.

Another year, another night.
Darkness is depressions light.
Numbness' is its new sound track.
With confused emotions last years attack.
Now to my alarm, full of dismay
It uncovers my mental doomsdays'.
Numbness is left me with out my emotions at all,
Now I'm the darkness it resides in.
With out emotions to confide in,
Am I even living when I feel dead?
Should I go and hang this head?
Or instead Am I dreaming my doomsday dreads?
For all I know , I'm numb.