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Phia Aug 2024
and when i see you
with your new love as i pass by
the smile and the laugh
of a man that was once mine
maybe that's just how all of this
is supposed to be

I think of our life
and how special our love was
I worry no time can heal
the loss of what was once ours
I just pray to god that
you won't forget about me.
A part 2 to the one i just posted. Again, open to any sort of feedback!
Phia Aug 2024
from the first date we went on
i knew that i loved you
adventures awaited
we shared all of the best views.
i think of our memories
and how they're a full lifetimes worth.

and since you've been gone
i've lost all motivation
the house that i live in
rests on shaky foundation
your love was the last thing
truly keeping me down on this earth.

And as time passes on
i know you'll forget all about me
the love that we shared
just a whisper of memory
you'll move on with your life
and leave me behind in '24

we had plans for our future
and the rest of our lives
ready to take on the world
and whatever problem arise
it just kills me to know
that I can't call you mine anymore
This will probably flow weird. i wrote it with a tune stuck in my head so the tempo of this matches the tempo of that. Open to feedback :)
Phia Aug 2024
Some days are good days
Some days are bad days
Some days I simply exist
I live for the in between
Phia Aug 2024
I loved you with my entire heart
my entire soul
my entire existence.
Every broken part of me
belonged to you.
Found this one kicking around in my journal. I can't tell if these poems sound unhinged...
Phia Aug 2024
The curtains close
And leave me in a suffocating darkness.
My senses shut down
And I feel trapped.
My depression, the only thing in the room that I can acknowledge
Sweeps me into her arms
And comforts me with the idea
Of eternity.
Another take on When the Curtains Close - BPD from a few weeks ago. I wish I was a better writer to explain my feelings. Thank you for reading.
Phia Aug 2024
I would crawl
across broken glass
just for another chance
at a love like ours.
For the most part I'm okay. I love the relationship that we have now and I wouldn't change anything about it. Sometimes though I wish it could go back to the way that it was.
Phia Aug 2024
You were the last thing tethering me here
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