Phia - Hello Poetry

Phia Jul 2016

I hate myself for what I've done.
I promise I will get better.
I promise I will try harder.
I promise I will BE better.
Or just say the words
And I will let you go
Forever.

Phia Jul 2016

Caleb

Your words were poison.
But I drank them anyway.
Your touch on my skin,
Almost a week later and I'm
Still trying to wash it off.
I thought you changed.
Fool me once shame on you
Fool me twice, shame on me.

Phia Jul 2016

Something worth living for

Give me something
Worth living for.

#suicide #life #death

Phia Jul 2016

I will pray

I am not a religious person.
But tonight I will pray
To anyone who may care.
Tonight when I go to sleep,
I will pray for a better tomorrow.
I will pray for the escape that sleep
Is supposed to bring.
Not the nightmares which haunt me.
I will pray for the safety and happiness
Of the ones I love.
I will pray for the strength
Which I cannot find,
And a reason to keep getting up
In the morning.
But mostly I will pray
For forgiveness from the one I truly
Care about.
I will pray to keep him in my life.
I would do anything
To keep him in my life.

#love #happiness #escape #pray

Phia Jul 2016

Everything

I didn't realize
How long I had walked
Through life numb,
Until you came along, and
Suddenly,
I felt
Everything

#feelings #numb

Phia Jul 2016

Lullaby

All I ask
Is when I die
Sing to me
A lullaby.
Something soft
And something sweet
Just please
Be discreet.
For it will be
My last goodbye
The final moment
Of you and I.
So all I ask
Is when I die
Sing to me
A lullaby.

#death #goodbye #songs #lullaby

Phia Jul 2016

Neverland

Take my hand and we will fly away
To a place where everything will be okay.
I'll be your wendy if you be my peter pan,
So hold me tight and take me away to Neverland

#love #cute #neverland #fairytales