I shed egos like a snake sheds its skin. Forever changing. Forever growing. Forever running from the broken whimpers of last nights wishes. I will always be that lonely spirit. You never wanted haunting your life.
As I'm running through my dreams of you. I see the story on repeat. A burden lurking in the depths of my soul. Longing for the life unlived, longing for paradise. If they were ready. If you were ready, when I was.
I never thought being loved would hurt so bad. Like a thousand knives stabbing my bleeding heart. For every lie I speak. As the fear of being alone slowly suffocates my dying heart. I see the cold monster I've become.
Sands slyly slipping through the hour glass and Time's moving on. A lot faster than I. Try to remember the sound of your voice. But it never works. Memories serve no purpose if you cannot tell what's real and what's pretend.