A salt water river runs from my eyes
I muffle the sounds of my breaking heart
Your girlfriend tore through like a tornado
Left a heartless path of destruction
You’re so wrapped in lust
You’re completely blind of her toxicity
Kept under thumb of rules a regulation
A relationship of dictatorship
All I ever wanted was a friend in you
All that’s left is a shadow of existence
And the hardest goodbye

Every time I get comfortable
Without you
You show up again.

Every time I get used to sleeping
By myself
You crawl into my bed.

Every time I fall in love
With you,
You leave me again.

You’re sweet and kind and it’s annoying
I just go about my day
I’m done with you
You don’t want to commit to me
You’re not interested in me
And that’s fine, I’m fine with that
Then my phone pings
Hi babe
And I just melt into this stagnant pool
Of longing and lust
My breathing becomes erratic
My heart is trying to break out for freedom
You’re sweet and kind and everything I need

Fallen sunsets and blurred eye rises
Meaningless chit chat and infectious laughs
Long hugs and deep gazes
All come to a stand still
As another girl enters our world
I’m again dropped out of existence
I don’t think I’m going to be there when it ends
When you find that this girl is still not me but skinny
I won’t be there to massage your ego
To reassure you that I think you’re perfect
For you to hold through cold nights
How many girls are you going to go through
Before you realise the only one who’s going to be like me
Is me