I am like a roller coaster
A twisted creaky track
Taking you on my ups and downs
Never holding back
Looping through the disarray
Of an introverted maniac

You hit that final drop
Around the last bend
Then to a full force stop
Some will have fun with me
Others maybe not
But in the end,
They all well get off
And leave me without a thought

I am like a roller coaster
A twisted creaky track
Behold the out of service sign
Sorry, no more riders.
I'm now completely wracked

I remember the day how we felt the same way,
the attraction,
the passion the romantic satisfaction,
thats how the sparks lead to the mutual desire,
how the touch of your hand set me on fire,
that special connection we shared felt like no one else could compare,
until that day when you started to pull away,
preoccupied in your thoughts with A distraction,
my instincts are clear how this makes me insecure,
now bad energy is here,
all my emotions with fear have sufficed to the top and now i'm feeling distraught,
conversations reflect with less motivation and neglect,
that genuine connect becomes disrespect,
not honest nor true just lies and confused,
i walk with these tears and fighting alone with all fears,
your feelings of regret and enforcement to a threat,
questioning all emotions but waiting to see whats next

You say I am beautiful
Scars and everything
But
Do you mean the scars that litter my body
Or the scars that litter my mind
My heart
My Soul

Oh, baby
If you knew
How the scars came to be
Would I still be beautiful to you?

So there's this girl in class that I like,

I can't seem to get her out my mind,

I keep thinking how she's so kind,

Beautiful and the like,

I try to express myself to her but it's different,

I've never had this feeling before in my life,

Its feels right,

it feels nice,

yet she probably won't believe me,

It's true,

it feels good,

I've never opened myself up to someone so much but this girl,

this girl is different than everyone else,

she's special,

In a way I can't express,

I'm a mess,

trying to figure out the rest,

but it doesn't matter because this girl,

This girl is the best,

She does it with finesse,

Truly I like this girl,

This girl I truly like.

I said okay just once,
But it was just the beginning,
It hit me like a wave,
Crazy,
Reality quickly slipping,
I try to hold on but I can't,
I'm gone,
Lost in a realm of no opportunity,
No promise,
Just let down,
Such a cost but I can't stop,
I'm hurt,
Feel like dirt,
I'm worth nothing,
Threw it all away,
For what?,
For a good time,
All it did was ruin my life,
I mine as well die,
Hey, I tried,
But all I do is lie, steal, cheat,
I'm in too deep,
I guess I can't take the heat,
And all i'm ever doing is being mean to people I love,
I'm sorry.