Did I come off to strong,
Did I do it all wrong,
Was it desperation,
or maybe an exasperation,
I ****** it all up,
Contamination,
I need to face it,
Memorize and trace it,
I can't fake it,
Impostor,
I think I lost her,
But did I ever have her,
This is just one big disaster,
That I have yet to master,
Thoughts,
Please leave my mind faster,
I need a pastor,
Whats the factor,
This moment I capture,
So I can look back at it in the future,
And see that i'm such a loser,
I want to be close,
But fall short,
I can't possibly retort,
So I hide in my forbidden fort,
Lost,
fading,
Dreading,
Letting Go,
I let go.