I've been holding on to this for way too long.
My hearts aching and my eyes are filled with tears but i try my best to keep them in.
To avoid all the questions and the assumptions.
I cant bare it any longer i just want to scream,cry and do nothing all at the same time.

You ever feel empty? I guess you don't , because there is nothing worse then feeling empty.
You feel nothing and everything all at once ,your completely numb and are unable to do anything but to lay in the dark all alone in your room tears falling from your eyes beyond your control ,feeling sorry for yourself .

I always find myself feeling tired, even after i wake up, this isn't a normal kind of tired that a nap solves. It's being tired of being drained emotionally and mentally from everything and everyone.

Sometime i find myself feeling empty and tired all at once and i should feeling those too at once is a different kind of pain.

You think that one day
Your heart might stop
Sometimes you can be scared
And sometimes you’re not

Sometimes you want to die
Sometimes you don’t
It depends on who you’re with
And what’s going on

Being depressed
Or bipolar isn’t easy
It isn’t fun either
Always ruining moments

You want to know why
You’re life’s upside down
But you can never find out
Because you can’t slow down

Know you’re not alone
There are others like you
Who want to be happy
But have no reason to

My love for you flows like a river
Than my heart seems to quiver
I have no clue
If this may be true
But i know for a fact
This is not an act