I don't smoke to get high,
It's so much more than that
I smoke to suddenly feel
all 650 muscles
simultaneously
relax.

I'm bad with words
and I'm sorry.
i know I'm not the easiest to love
and I'm sorry.
but sweetie
ill write you everything
and you'll see why
i am who i am

What is Love?
Love shouldn’t be what I go through
It shouldn’t be crying at midnight
Nor should it be fights everyday
.
Love should be respect
Or the simple longing for the other smile
And though I should envy those with that love
I wouldn’t know how to handle it

The thing about dependence is that they always leave
They leave without a goodbye
But they never come back.
“I gave you this so you give me that”
And for you to have them back you give them just that
But you go on giving and giving without realizing they’re just using you.
It’s funny
To think the person you loved years ago
The one you needed
Is happy without you.
Even after he promised
You’d be his baby forever
While he’s over there
Tell someone else that they’re his baby forever.

The way you guided your hands down my curves
making me practically beg for it to never end
Oh how I would do anything
To be in that very moment again.

Those who talk **** to you
will talk **** about you.

i can't be made at you for everything
you made me who i am today
my confidence
how i see the world
you'll always be a piece of me.
but that's all you'll ever be.