U were like water,
U were majestic and beautiful,
Like water,
U were deep like an ocean,
And I wanted to fill It with a love potion,
Brewed inside my heart,
U were calm and tame,
For ur beauty,
Only God I could blame,
When you walk these days,
Ur hips would sway,
Just like waves,
Your laughter is a ripple,
On ur calm surface,
But when I tried to be with u,
When I tried to keep you,
U drowned me,
Like a tsunami,
I thought I caught her,
But I drowned,
After all she is water!

I have these dreams,
They are weird as they seem,
These dreams depict my deepest fears,
But they are not nightmares,
These dreams makes me weak,
And they come few days a week,
I don't know why,
I don't know what,
These dreams have my fears caught,
And every time I close my eyes,
They release this fear,
And makes me shiver like on ice,
Until one day in the future so near,
My eyes would not open,
I cannot smell the morning token,
I cannot move,
I cannot prove,
and I am engulfed in this dream,
I hear the ferry man's bell,
These dreams were a one way stream,
To a place called hell.

I thought,
.........,
I thought,
I was a special friend,
I thought,
I was the person to keep your secrets,
The rumours and the deepest,
I thought,
I was that one friend,
And be mates till the end,
What I did not think,
Was that one day I find the truth,
And I sink,
My life goes up in flames and soot,
I have been ripped out,
Of my roots,
Now I have changed,
My life has darkened,
I trust no one,
I care for no one,
And I certainly don't believe anyone,
And I follow the dark,
In my heart is a mark,
It came from your mouth,
Like a poisonous dart.

Demons come from fairy tales,
They are neither male,
Nor female,
They come from religions,
And are found,
In every different region,
Anybody can become a demon,
It's about how one thinks,
When they lose hope,
And is on Insanity's brink,
And they tie the noose on the rope,
To get away from these demons,
Forever?,
Or will one meet them again?,
This ends ,
These demons I am talking about,
Are none other then my so called "friends"!
I'm done with the devil and his dealing,
Where are they now,
When I'm swinging from the ceiling

Someone cared for you,
Someone loved you,
Someone wanted you,
And you,
Didn't care,
Didn't love,
Didn't share,
Didn't want,
That someone was me,

~    
        All the poems I write
     are just the beginning
                              and end
               of every thought
   I've ever had about you.

I'm hurting,
I'm crying,
I'm dying,
I'm in a corner,
Thinking about you,
Everything is blue,
I'm cursing,
at you,
Trying,
To sell my soul,
I'm sinking in this cold,
Dark place,
I can see a face,
It's mine,
With a smile,
That was time,
When u loved me,
Or that's what I had in mind,
I'm engulfed in this void of darkness,
I don't know where I came from,
I don't know where to go,
I have entered the limbo