You truly have no idea
No one does
About what it's like
For anyone
For I thought
That these people live perfect lives
But some have attempted suicide
Some harassed at school for things out of their control
And some using scissors for things your not supposed to
All while I was so sure
That they were loved and kept safe
The way things should work in world
And I know for me
That it probably looks the same way
But they have no idea
Do they?

i do apologize that
when i say i miss you
it’s not because you’re far away
but because i want
to feel your lips
against mine

i do apologize that
when i say i miss you
it’s not because
you’re not with me
but because
i miss touching you
under the sheets

i do apologize that
when i say i miss you
it’s not because
you haven’t been around
but because
i want my tongue
between your thighs

i do apologize
when i say i miss you
because what you think
is not what i mean
at all

a.g