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Dec 2020 · 145
One sided love
Neeraj Dec 2020
Please let me open my heart
Sharing my feelings through my art
I look at you whenever you pass by me
With a small hope that you will smile at me
It okay to me that you don't like me
But it hurts that you don't even want to see me
I dont know if you ever listen to my feelings
Without you my life has no meanings
I stop my activities when you appear
Your ignorance make my confidence disapear
I don't know with whom I will cry
Make plans to have moments with you n try
I live with people still feel alone without you
Even in your absence I always feel you
Me wants to put comma after every feelings
your boyfriend act as fullstop against my healings
I am happy to see you smiling with your love
Still I love you as am you one sided lover
I wish if I could say you that I love you
May be your boyfriend loves you more than I do
Jul 2020 · 125
Helping hand
Neeraj Jul 2020
When i tasted your love
That feels make you my beloved
Even if God stops my heart
We will never been apart
Our space of love has huge land
I will always be your helping hand
Your smiles comes in my heart before you
I hide behind the wall just to see you
I blush when you come across me
Your presence make time stops for me
Even if one day life left me alone
My soul will always remain in your zone
I know the pain you feel
We tight hug to make us heal
Your beauty among the stars shines
Your smile is first girlfriend of mine
You promise me, you will not cry ever
Can't let you sad, our bond is forever
I don't know how to say 'i love you'
Our mushy love makes us two.
I am not a poet to say these lines
Your sweet nature helps me write.
May 2020 · 92
Parents death
Neeraj May 2020
I want something to tell
Life is getting tough as hell
My parents were my only support
After losing them happiness become short
They both left me with tears
How will I live alone with fear
There is silence in rooms
Not able to get rid of this doom
All responsibility come onto my shoulder
These dark shades of life making me older
I cry when I see my mother picture
My parents were my holy scriptures
Do not know why they left me alone
Inside the blanket whole night i moan
This is how I share my feelings
My mma hug is only my healings
May 2020 · 78
Scary nights
Neeraj May 2020
My home with some weird noise
Night is silent but whispering voice
Morning goes with life daily routine
in night someone come in between
At 3:00Am someone knock at the door
The time when wall clock get stopped
Can not turn off the lights
Behind the wall someone sights
The store room has its own past
Lady hanged and that scream became last
The room is restricted for all
"God ends here" written on the wall
Me when I say who is there
Whispering voice come closer to my ear
I alone sleep in this place
Strange heavy breath seems behind my face
At night everything become darkness
That scary feel make it stillness
She  is always behind me as dark shape
The feeling I share there is no escape
Every week priest come with positive vibes
But still a heavy breath whisper in night
Aug 2019 · 166
My love
Neeraj Aug 2019
Fragrance that something binds us
That magical feeling of buss
Your tender nature beats my heart
With you only my life starts
I swear to only love with you
Our mushy love makes us two
Your fruitful love keeps me valour
That celestial smile makes you near
To make you happy its my duty
You are my belove you are my cutie
I stand behind the wall to see your smile
Your lovely heart make you smite
I left off being single now you my wife
After love you I got the meaning of life
I surrender my everything before you
To not to loose you I pray to God too
You the only one who comes in my dream
In beauty you are on extreme
I blush when you come across me
For always care your smile I am always free
This is how I share my feelings
Your tight hug is only my healing
Soul speaking
Apr 2018 · 236
My Mother
Neeraj Apr 2018
My tears have a story to speak
This love is at the peak
Her pious soul describes her beauty
That celestial smile makes her fruity
The one who defines as my Goddess
Her opulent love is her prowess
My mma is an embodiment of fragrance
Moon shines before her presence
I Neeraj can't see my mother
Her love can't be replaced by other
My mma's hug has immense affection
Before her love, others come to cessation
Mma you remember this little child
Even in my faults you always were mild
Mma I am scared to be alone
Inside the blanket, whole night I moan
Mma feel so hungry of your love
Am your baby, you are my belove
This is the story of my dear
She is my only Teddy bear
She is the properiter of our heart
How to describe through my art
I am not a poet to say these lines
your mushy smiles make it more closer to mine
Love your mother
Aug 2017 · 750
The dark room
Neeraj Aug 2017
Gonna tell you the story of dark
That scary her dark shadow in the park
Al birds move out after twilight
Still someone whisper in night
Encounter at front of the mirror
Her crimson face make it horror
I got dare, do ****** Mary thing
Candle flickered, evil shadow wings
I turned back with my shaky steps
Candle blew off, darkness come ahead
I shout and ran on the dark coridor
A heavy breath behind, still no one's there
No else taking breath in air
Still someone walking on stairs
Suddenly a burned face come across me
Whispering my name and grinned on me
I ran and hide in the room
Scared so much wanna get rid from doom
She cut my heart n trapped me in mirror
That scary shadow killed me with scissor
My girlfriend suddenly came with gloom
Mournlly cried to see me dead in the room
Sudden she heard a voice of crying
She turned her face, a dark shadow flying
The dark face killed the love of mine
devil shadow grinning front of our sight
At the end sun rised with its shine
Evil shade vanished in the light
She could killed her with her own actions
she couldn't able to killed our connection
Aug 2017 · 373
my heart
Neeraj Aug 2017
I can understand vocabulary of your tears
see you sad again, one of my fear
My sister the way you smile
my moments get start for a while
The accident you got
my heart beats got stopped
My melody you came from the sky
like an angel front of my eyes
Sister plz, plz and plzzz take care
to see you cry, its not a fair
Sister plz dont forget your smile
from you all stars sunshine
That accident has gone forever
now all happiness be with you forever
I dont know what to say
but my words has its own way
your smile is my life
to be you happy its first job of mine
Love you sister
Aug 2017 · 463
My Mother
Neeraj Aug 2017
This is the story of the love of mine
Could feel the butterfly front of my eyes
My mom was ai strong bond in our relation
That magic creates feeling of affection
The one who played pick-aa-boo with me
That's lovely Mom like a GOD at front of me
Once my mma got ill
My heartbeat got stopped, made me sick
All rainbow colors came into my life
But those days liked an end journey of mine
I don't know how's our connection
Even after death we still have a affection
Now when I cry, who will hug me
My mma plz don't say bye to me
Mma please dont leave us
Without you how we learn meaning of love
The story comes to the next page
Without my mma my life turned to next stage
I neeraj wants to say something to GOD
plz bring me back my mma my Lord
Mma you please don't cry ever
We always be stay in touch forever
I am not a poet to say these lines
Your lovely smile make it more closer to mine
Aug 2017 · 895
My sister birthday
Neeraj Aug 2017
Some lines written for cutesy
The mushy heart as seems as tulsi
The one whose divine is heart
Her comely smile work as art
Few words describe my Angel
The cutey smile make her archangel
My lovely sister you are my queen
Your touchy love make us preen
All glory comes to your feet
As I wish my heart beat
The words speak some special today
The birthday wishes coming to say
Don't know how's our affection
At a long distance we still have an affection
My sister I touch your feet
The love I feel in every heart beat
My angel I am your little brother
The honey you give me as mother
There's something happening in sky
As you smile all birds so high
The last line has some special to say
Sending my love my prosperity to your way
I am not a poet to say these lines
But my sister love make it more closer to mine
Love your sister always

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